Sunday, December 26, 2004
8:29 PM
Hey hey people! :) Haha.
On the 24th it was the Church Christmas Celebrations! Haha. It was real fun!! Invited Evelyn and Pei Guat. Mmm..
REceived some gifts this year. A glass chess set from Uncle, a Christian Song CD from Aunnie, a pair of fabulous Drum Sticks from Evelyn, a mug from Esther and a beautiful drawing from Grace. Yup. And cards.. HEhehe.
The worship was kinda good, till it came to the Choir performance.. Mmmm. First song was ok. But at the second song, when I was to play the Conga, no sound came out when I pressed the key. Hmm. Yea. That ruined it. And at the same time, made me panic. And I forgot the beat for the third song. Didn't end the second song in time either. Sigh. Hate myself for this. It's Jesus's Birthday and didn't do my best.. :( Mmmm.
After that was the youth time. AS in we stayed in church overnight. Mushi was with us. He was fun during the balloon game. Had to struggle against him to reach the balloons to burst. Hahaha. He's strong. :) Yup. THe games were great la! Hehe.
There was one game, where one person was blindfolded and then he/she was to grab hold of one of us by trying to hear where we were. Yup. At the last time we playe the game, we slowly sneaked out one by one. Until only one person was inside with Kang Li. Was her birthday mah. Some were preparing the cake. When they were done, someone lured her out. When she took off her blindfold, she saw the candli lit cake on the table in front of her. She was so touched that she started tearing.. Mmm. Sigh. Must be nice to feel so touched.. Mmmm.
Then after everything, they all went to sleep. Except me, Marc, Grace, TX and Li Ming. We stayed up outside the room where JZ was sleeping. Which is the table beside the 2nd floor toilet la. Yup. I brought the radio up and the CD Aunnie gave me. Mmmm. Talked to two people a little there. Haha. One by one la. Just happened to start talking or they wanted to talk. Yup. At 5.30a.m, we decided to sleep. But when I went inside, Marc and TX were kinda making noise. So I went downstairs to take a drink. And wait for them to sleep. ONe other reason was that Grace smsed me telling me that she couldn't sleep cause of some.. erm.. distractions.. HEE HEE. So funny man. Hahahahaha. Yea.
Marc came down after a while. I planned to sleep downstairs cause there wasnt any noise. Marc left soon, and then I was left there alone. I took some chairs and tried to sleep, but it was too uncomfortable. Yea. Stayed there till about 6.30a.m. then headed upstairs to sleep again. EVeryone was sleeping le, so I stayed there lor.. Then fell asleep. Woke up at 8.33a.m. Yawn. Was so tried.
Breakfast, then games, ball games. Sigh. Got a tan there for my arms, but a really ugly one. I mean, sure.. its tan, but only one side. So disgusting. Hehehe. Outside is tan, inside is still white. Sheesh. Yup. Ended at 5p.m. Went back to church, got changed and headed to my Grandma's for dinner. Ate, then left for home to sleep. Mmmm.. Yea. THats all dudes.. I actually already typed this whole chunk once. But accidentally clicked some buttons, then it was all gone.. Sigh. I'm tired enough now. Bye people...
7:59 PM
To Where You Are - Josh Groban
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Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me Your memory's so clear
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Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be?
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
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Chorus:
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
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Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
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As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above
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And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
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Chorus:
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
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I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are...
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Man. I'm so in love with this song~!!! Its so nice!! And quite easy to sing too.. Hehehe. Mmm.
Friday, December 24, 2004
9:11 AM
Today is Christmas Eve, and it's also Kang Li's birthday! Haha. Happy birthday Kang Li. I dunno your handphone number not I'll send ya an sms. Mmmm. I dun think you'll ever come here. Heheh. Oh well.
Hmm. Later there's a Christmas Celebration, gonna be going down to my church. Mmmhmm. Yea. Ah-huh. Haha. I'm mad and dunno what to say.. Invited Evelyn and her friend.. CAn't rememebr her name though.. Oh well. I haven't wrapped the presents yet! and I dun have any CARDS~~!!!! Dunno where to go and buy.. Shouldn't have thrown away my err... 'Sound of Colours' ones that I gave out last year.. Still got so many new ones.. Sigh. Stupid me.
Mmmm.. Jie just came back yesterday!!! But nvr sms me. Hehehe. Di didn't even know you were back.. :-(
Yup. Alright.. I'll go off now to do more holiday homework now.. Bye bye~! See you guys later..
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
10:07 AM
Just came back from Malaysia, Johore Bahru, last night. Well, I left for JB in the morning and came back in the night, so yea.
Bought two more presents.. haha.. and some clothes for myself.. :-) I wanna save more money and go there again.. :-D The clothes there are nice, if you know where to look. And I dun think you can find them in Singapore.. Yup.
Oki.. Gotta go do my work now.. See ya guys!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
8:41 PM
Just went christmas shopping. Haha. TM is not the place to shop! Seriously. Hehe. Need to go somewhere to shop. Mmmm. Still got stuff to buy. Sigh.
I dunno how I'm supposed to buy stuff for most of the people.. I have no idea what to buy! Any wish lists people? Not too ex though. Hehehe. I dun have that much cash.. Yup. ;-)
Mmmm.. Watching Shrek now.. Too bad love in reality ain't like the love in the cartoons.. Not that I know what love is.. Hehe. YUppie.
I sure can't wait for the christmas celebration in church on the 24th and 25th!!! Hehehehe. But I have to finish my work first...After I do that, many good things can happen. :-D Like gettin the book from Grace.. Being able to go anywhere I want.. EVerything.. Sigh..
But by the time I do reach that goal.. It'll be time to get back to the rush world of study.. Oh well... ..
Saturday, December 18, 2004
10:08 PM
Man.. Is every night going to be so boring? The only people who are online on my contacts lists are 'away'.. Sheesh. Haha. If Mei were to read this, she'll ask me to stop whining. HEhe. Oh well.
Life is going on as normal.. Only some new stuff changing my life. Stuff that I can't seem to tell how good/bad its going. Mmm. Weird not knowing how it'll turn out. Haha. But yea. Can't rush anything.. Yup. :-)
Friday, December 17, 2004
10:20 PM
BORING~!!! SIGH.
I dun wanna sms just anyone cause I used alot the past few days.
Noone is online, so noone to chat with. (Could it be that there is BS tonight and I didn't know about it??? Hmm. Point to ponder about...)
I can't call anyone cause it's kinda late. (Besides, I dun really have anyone to call other than Dinis...But I dun wanna talk to her...)
Verdict, I have nothing to do. And this sucks!!! &*$%^$#~!!! Grr.. Sigh...
Feeling lonely again.. Hate this. I bet noone else feels this way.. I can't survive on my own... :-( I'm weak...
Thursday, December 16, 2004
10:09 PM
Sigh. I need to do my holiday homework! Grr. I can't concentrate at home. TV, computer, sms, missing people.. But well, other than home, I only have one choice.. To go to my grandma's house.. Mmmm..
Guess I'll do that tmr. Queen is punishing me till I complete my work. Sigh. :'( I must faster finish my work!!! I wanna read the book! :'(
I can't really remember my work either. My brain has thrown alot of stuff out.. Yea..
Ok. Gonna sleep early to ready my brain for tmr. Did some earlier already.. Nite people..
Please pray for me.. Please.. For discipline to be able to fend off all distractions...Mmmm...
9:14 AM
Mmm. My mum sent hte Zen Micro back to Best Denki. Dunno if she asked for a refund or what la. Haven't seen her since yesterday afternoon. Maybe I'll sms her later.
Marc complaining about his hair now. Hehehe. Poor guy. "Thanks to that stupid aunty barber" he said. :) But his style is supposedly the latest style in town! At least in my school. SHORT AND SPIKY~!!! :D Yup. Mmmm.
Jie Lin is gonna lend me her book when she finishes it!!! Whoo hoo! Its a very cool book on knights or something. "Brothers by blood, enemies by fate and heroes by death"! You can tell the story from this line. ERm. Let me see. The title is... ... ...Oh yar! SPARTAN~! Yup. Can't wait! *grin*
Need to buy more calcium pills! I'm running out soon! Sigh. Maybe I'll look out for it when I go Christmas shopping! Mmmhmm.
Thats all for now! Signing out.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
9:56 AM
Morning everyone of ya in the world out there~!!! Hehe.
Just got my Zen Micro yesterday!! Whoo hoo whee hee! ;) But the thing is...it can't be detected by my computer...Sigh. But it connects with my bros' com. My uncle said that maybe its because my USB Port is not the same version as the USB Cable. He said maybe go find whether got a USB converter to put there so that I can upgrade it to be able to use USB 2.0. Hahaha.
So for now I can't get any songs unless I use my bros' computer. But dunno whether they'll allow la. Mmm.. One other way is to just record the songs from the com speaker using the Zen Micro's recording function. I tried liaoz. Recorded "When God Ran". Can listen, but sound quality sucks la.
But guess thats all I can do right now lor.. Mmm.. But I still love my Zen Micro!! HEhe. Its so cool.. MMMHMM. :D
Life goes on.
Monday, December 13, 2004
8:38 AM
Sentosa 2
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8:38 AM
Sentosa
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8:37 AM
Cistern!
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
7:19 PM
Hmm. Today has been a very bad day.
Everyone seems so, down or just heck-care. Mmm. Family and friends. All alike. Maybe its just me? I dunno...Sigh.
Friday, December 10, 2004
10:44 PM
Hmm. Another day has gone by. I really wish I was still back there at Sentosa. I really really had a terrific, fun-filled day!!! All my friends beside me, kayaking, playing volleyball. It was so great!!!!
First, when I the Siloso beach, I walked to find them. None of them had their handphones with them, so no matter how many times I called, noone answered. :) No choice but to just look out for them. After walking for quite a while, I saw someone with golden hair, and he looked real familliar!!! Hehehe. It was Alex! *grin*
Beside him on the volleyball err.. court(?) were Mushi, Shimu and Wyman. Waved to them and asked where the others were, then ran towards the sea where the rest were kayaking.
Guess it came as a surprise to see me there, standing on the beach. (I wasn't supposed to be there...)
Then Jolene and Fabian came back to shore(for what reason I can't remember) and Fabian offered me his seat. So I took over from him and went out with Jolene.
Couldn't attack(capsize) Jie Zhu's boat cause she was wearing contacts or something. But then Jie lin and Kang Li were also wearing contacts mah. THen how come they can be capsized???? Hmm. Food for thought. The other boats were Jie Lin and Kang Li in one, and their two netball friends in the other. Didn't know who their friends were, so I didn't bother attacking them either. That left me with only one boat to try and capsize. Jie Lin and Kang Li's.
Trying to push their boat down was too hard. Tried many times but failed. All I managed to do was to fill their boat with lots of water. ;) And that was what did the trick. But in the process, accidentally hit Jie Lin with the oar...Oops. Sigh. I'm feeling very guilty about this. THe way Jie Zhu was like frowning at me. Felt like digging a hole and stuffing my head in it. Sorry Jie Lin!
Oh yea. Jolene left and Mushi took over, somewhere before we filled their boat with water.
When I finally gave up trying, I went to shore. Jolene and Wyman took over. AS I was telling them to go take the chance and capsize Jl and Kl's boat, there was something like a scream, if I remember correctly, and when I turned around, a boat had flipped. I found out later that it flipped while Jl and Kl were trying to turn. *evil laugh* A success! :P
After that I dun think I went back to kayak. Just stayed around in the water and helped those two get back on their boat and all that. They were trying to get back on the boat halfway out. Later they brought the boat back to shore and yea.. REturned it and left for volleyball!
Volleyball was kinda embarrassing at first, kept hitting the ball so hard(kinda used to the harder ball) that it flew so high and yea. You know what I mean. Got the hang of it after a while.
Not much to talk about here, but I think I really love the left-middle position. Just beside the guy right in the centre. The ball usually flies there. AS from what I concluded after the entire day. Kang Li was there. So I took the centre position for a while. Not as good the the other position, but good enough. Alex was great. Haha. Everyone was great la! Jie Zhu was real nice. Cheering us on while she played with us. Thanks Jie Zhu!
Dinner was at Marc's place. Can't say I like the potatoes, but it was the best thing there. Cause I can't take chilli-hot stuff. EVeryone said that it ain't hot, but well, let me say this, I have a VERY sensitive tongue. Even the potatoes were hot to me. I'm weak huh? Sigh... :( MMm.
Played Dai Dee, listened to some playing the piano and all that.
Left at about 10.10p.m. Reached home at 10.45p.m. THose I talked to were shagged. So was I. :) Yea. I didn't get to taste the Bee Hoon Jolene fried. Sigh. Was looking forward to it, as I went shopping with them for the ingredients. Tot there wasn't anymore so I didn't get to eat it. Sigh. Yup. Dunno what else to say. Hahahaha. Getting tired. Tmr's gonna be another busy day ahead. THen Sunday another, then Mon I better get to work. Holidays are almost over. I didn't even get to enjoy much yet!!!! STOP~!!! Slow down will ya, time? I have lots of things to accomplish before the year ends!!! Mmm..
I'll leave it as this then. Bye guys.. The bed beckons... ... ...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
9:17 AM
Hey guys.. Most of ya must be either at harbour front mrt.. or on the way while I'm stuck right here. I'm sorry. To myself, to you all, to God and to my dad. Just when everything seemed to go right for me, something wrong happens. Its gonna stop me from trying to achieve what I really want. I hope I won't miss out on my chance..
L.F.L. Thats what I'm feeling now.
I dunno what God wants for me in life. But I promise, no matter what happens, from today onwards, I will go to you, my lord, for strength.
Strength to respect the decisions my parents make, strength to face up to what you want me to be.
Strength to stay standing even when life reaches its lowest, toughest times.
Sigh.. Have fun at Sentosa dudes.. Enjoy for me, what I can't enjoy. Take care and God bless.
I'll be praying for the weather and safety. Bye.....
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
7:30 PM
Jealousy.
My worse enemy.
One I can't seem to fend off.
It seems too strong for me to fight.
Everytime it strikes,
I get knocked out.
I have battled it for years and years,
but it keeps returning,
stronger and stronger each time.
How am I supposed to destroy it?
I hate it.
Its ruining my life!
Making me feel lousy,
feeling inferior to another.
I'm lost,
whirling and twirling in an endless cycle of unhappiness...
10:15 AM
Finally found out how to edit my moods(as you can see on the right). Yup. I'll be updating it more I guess. Seems so fun! :)
Leney is coming to help me paint my room today! Heheh. By right, she should be on the way now, but well, who knows. *grin* Gonna be painting my room beige, then I can start throwing away all the crap I have in my room. After that, I can go out! My dad said he won't let me out till I've painted my room. Yup.
I've lost all interest of staying at home. Parents being in a stupid mood everyday. Whole day scolding and naggin. I can't say I've actually heard them speakin nicely to me in the past...hmm.. 2 weeks? Yea. I dun talk to them like I wanna fight or something. So why are they like this? Who knows..
I think I'll follow Wyman's advice and just buy a discman that can play mp3s. Cheaper, more space and not as heavy as I thought. But I still don't have the money!!! Must save save save. Oh yea. Nicholas and Joel owe me money. So do my bros. Nvm.
Ok. So, I better go get my room ready for painting. Signing out!
P.S Hey marc, tell your bro, Joel that I won't pass him anymore guns until he pays me.
Saturday, December 04, 2004
9:01 PM
Hey hey people! :-) Just got back from church camp today. At about, erm...1p.m. But we stayed there till about 2.30p.m. when we left for church to meet up with the rest.
We took the mrt to get to church, then after we reached, collected our bags from there and took cabs to Cecilia's house. damn that taxi driver. He dropped us off at block 288 when we wanted to get to block 287. Okok.. I know this might sound very weird. Haha. But it was wrong to drop us off at block 288, cause it was nowhere near block 287!!! :-) We had to take another cab to get to Cecilia's house. Hahaha.
At Cecilia's hse, we watched I Robot and White chicks. Haha. They were great! Then we had dinner and drank some stuff. Hee. Jie's so gonna kill me for that. *Hopes she doesn't read this* ;-)
Yawn. I'm tired man. In camp, the earliest I slept was 2.30a.m, and that was only one night. Yup. Getting bored here. Dunno what else to say liaoz.
Okay. Here comes the watermelon. Gotta go! Bbye dudes!
P.S. To jose, practise your drumming okay? Dun give up. Must be able to play for at least 3 mins each time.
P.S.S To Grace, if you do read this, and if ya wanna learn drums too and if ya dun mind me helping you, tell me. :-)
Signing out!