the dark.. my comfort zone..

Saturday, May 28, 2005

10:42 AM

Am I sick of chinese or what man.. Been studying nothing but chinese for the past two weeks! Is that crazy or crazy?
Thankfully it'll all be over by monday.. That is if I do well.. Mmhm..

Thursday, May 26, 2005

9:52 PM

Grrr. Just remembered I have to reach sch at 7.05 tmr.. Just because I was late this morning.. Woke up at 7.08, the time I'm supposed to leave the house.. By the time I left, it was 7.15 le.. Mmmhm.
Gonna have to wake up so early tmr.. Sorry bros, sorrie dad.. Mmmmm.
Going to sleep le. nite.

7:32 PM

Heylo! :) Just reached home.. Went to watch Kingdom of Heaven.. Wasn't that great.. YUp. Mmmmm.
I was so cold in the movie, shivering at times.. Haha. My last movie experience wasn't like this.. Hmmm. Well.. the conditions were diff too.. Very diff.. Hahahaha. Yup. :)
The day is coming soon. Dunno what I'll do, dunno where to go, dunno anything. No plans I've thought of as of now.. Hmmm.. Gonna have to think of something or just spend the day min by min. Heh. :P
Went cycling in Pasir Ris Park again.. No sightings.. Wonder where they are.. Mmhm. Saw lots of tents, but I guess they belonged to the other big group of people there. No other tents. Maybe I got the location wrong.. Hmmm. Maybe.. Mmmm. Hope not.. Mmmmm. I would have wasted like, two days la.. Yup.
Gonna have to return to studying Chinese soon.. Mmhm. *Yawn* Managed to finish my third compo in sch earlier.. Mmmhm. So I no longer have any trouble with the Chinese teacher nor the HOD of MT. Hahaha.
I'm not gonna do another compo until the Os next Mon. Never again! Three in one day was enough. No more! Hahhahahaha. Mmhm. :D
Alright. Tmr's Friday le. Finally. Looking forward to it. Haven't been smsing much these two days. Hahaha.
K la.. Gonna go le.. Bye peeps.. :)

tnactiawoteesuoyymybab! :) epohuoyeragnileefehtemas! MMHM! Hehe.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

10:28 PM

Hey dudes.. Kinda tired now.. Waited one and a half hours just for my dental appointment. Went jogging at Bedok Reservoir, finished two chinese compos in 45 mins after reaching home.. Mmmmmm. Missing peeps ain't helping none. I really hate this. I dun wanna cram for chinese. I dun wanna miss peeps. Haha. Sound like some spoilt brat.. Mmmmmhmmmm. Gotta stay strong and keep on moving. Just a few months left..*Sigh*. :( Marc can sacrifice. I must learn to do the same.. But, I'm not like him. I'm not that disciplined. I hate restriction. I dunno la. Gonna have to start or die.
Wish you were back. Wish You would let me experience You. Answer my prayers. Please.
Going to sleep le..

Can't wait for Friday to come.. *Sigh*

4:48 PM

Mmmm. :) Hi. Haha. Had church camp from Fri till Sun last week. Kinda late to blog about it but yea. Mmhm.
The whole time was kinda enjoyable and also not. Haha. Especially the time when my nose bled during Dog and Bone.. The ground was kinda slippery and yea, guess I ran too fast, smashed my nose against his head.. WHAM. And there went my nose. Mmhm. :) It was a good experience la.. to finally have a nose bleed. :) First time man! WAHAHA. :D
Always wondered what it felt like.. Now I know.. Heh.
Enjoyable part was blading and the games. Kinda blessing in disguise, according to Wyman. HEh. :)
I now love blading! YUp. Much more of a challenge compared to cycling. The only challenge in cycling is how fast and how long you can cycle when you cycle fast. I think I've overcome that challenge le. Heheh. Blading, theres so much to learn. Blading backwards.. Bladin with style.. Yea. Haha. ;)
Mmmmmm. Just came back from the NDC.. Tightened my braces, teeth aching now.. Probably will be aching till Mon.. Yup. And the rubber bands they gave me to use aren't helping! Its getting even worse! Haha.
Mmmmmm. Going to jog at Bedok Reservoir again. See ya peeps!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

7:59 PM

I thought that after I made a change, life would be happy and good and alright and everything they say in books and movies and all. Guess I'm being stupid and naive. It doesn't work like that.. I never thought that I'll have to feel this again.. This kinda weird empty feeling.. But I am feeling it.. Why?
Are Grace and Shimu both right in their statements? *Sigh* Perhaps I'm thinking too much.. Perhaps I'm tired.. But.. I dunno la. I didn't believe either of them.. Stupid me.
Tired..
I wanna feel everlasting peace..
I want eternal happiness..
I want love..
I want real friends.. in sch and all..
*Sigh*
"You can't survive on one person alone.. You need time to grow, yourself.. and with other friends.."
How true..
Need people to talk to.
Perhaps the camp was a bad idea..
Feel like going to sleep.. But that would end the day.. I always dun wanna sleep cause I'm scared I'll miss something or I'll not be able to do something before the next day..
I dun want the next day to arrive..
I want to forever stay in happiness..
I think I'll stop here and just go find as many people to talk to as I can.. Bye.. ..

3:09 PM

Just came back from church camp.. Yup.. Gonna go take a nice long rest first.. I'll be back later dudes! You guys come see tonight. haha. :)

Monday, May 16, 2005

6:54 PM

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

8:20 AM

The Eagles - Desperado
---
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow
---
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get
---
Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
---
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
---
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

Friday, May 13, 2005

10:07 PM

Hey peeps. :)
Today was chem mock paper.. Man.. Paper 2 was a killer.. *sigh* Yup. Paper one wasn't that good either la. Got 27/40.. Sigh. So low..
Next thurs onwards gonna be Intensive Chinese le.. As in whole day chinese!! Hahahaha. My worse nightmare come true~!!! Heh. For about a week I think! Dunno how I'm gonna survive man. :P
Bro just came back. Mmhm. Listening to 'Collide' by Howie Day now.. :) Waiting to go to sleep. Haha.. *yawn* Growing fat.. Need to lose weight. Must retake 2.4 run.. Timing sucks.. Must beat Grace.. I think lost to her by at least half a min.. 10.50 min sucks.. Dunno when I'm gonna train. Song ended. Changing to 'Bedshaped' by Keane. Ok la. Enough ranting. Hehe. Bye bye.
:)
Life IS good when ya make a change. Although some people dun think so. Ok. Maybe some changes aren't good la. But a change that you yourself chose, how can it not be good? Noone forced you to make that choice. You made it. And then you didn't like it. What kinda logic is that? *sigh*
Sorry. Suddenly typed that.. Mmmm. Bye for now.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

8:05 PM

aodtysiympaphyayd!(5-52253) :) yup. hahahaha. 7/5/05 - 7.15p.m. *yawn* Marc, decipher that! Heh. You should know what the numbers mean..
Mmhm. dahaaregteimtaodty(5-31545)..hitwnaira(2-45)..ewcatwedcoachtarcertaSP(6-275622) delherhdanhiurdgnhetiovme(6-434635)..ostofsed(2-242) aahh!(this one dun need la)oseicnotdolh(4-2424). :)
Aiya. Tired le la.. Bye peeps. :P