Wednesday, August 31, 2005
10:47 PM
Today is Teacher's Day EVE.
Celebrations were.. err.. lets see. screwed up? Yea. I didn't know that the band was the INFAMOUS band that came for our Victorian Day and used the F-word.. So naturally I welcomed them. Heh. Ronin. But.. After the main vocalist's first sentence.. "Happy Freaking Teacher's Day" ><"' I decided they should just get out of our sch. Old Victorians.. Sheesh. You dun deserve to be called that. The lead vocalist also threw the mic stands around the stage la.
Weng Lun told me that he overheard Mr Randel Siow saying that he lost all respect for them after the lead vocalist threw the mic stand.
And according to Christopher, Mr Siow also switched off the mics after some time and shoo-ed them off the stage. Hahaha. We only saw him chasing them off the stage but didn't know why.. Mmhm.
Other stuff happened in sch which cause us to have a very late dismissal.. Which I can't be bothered to go through here.
Oh yea. I fell off my chair and landed hard on my ass thanks to Mubs idea of a practical joke. Hahahaha. Its still sore up till now and I can't see if I've got a bruise as well.. I can't see my ass and I dun have a mirror. Couldn't sit properly the entire day. Wahaha. :) Now still.
Went back to Rosyth with Joel Tan. Met up with about 10+ pple from 6-06 / 2001. Super boring. Didn't manage to see Mr Siva Kumar Menon as me and Joel left for lunch. The rest joined us later and then we left for Ang Mo Kio to play pool.
Melissa, Melvin, Chuan Kai and Jocelyn were good. Pros. Haha. The other five of us couldn't play for nuts. :D Oh yea. I had to sneak Darryl Leong and Ming Tuan in using my school pants.. Haha. I first passed it to Darryl to wear up to the pool table. Then he took it off and I passed it to Ming Tuan. Plan worked so we managed to get everyone in to play.
We played for.. 2+ hours after which we all left. Took a cab home. THe journey only took like.. 10 mins la.. But it was $9.50. Crazy but I had a headache.. So yea. Mmhm.
Thats about all. Yup.
Crammed everything in here. Tired. Bye peeps. Perhaps I'm gg to meet Christopher to study at Marine Parade BK tmr.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
3:42 PM
Hahaha. I think I'm mad.. Taking so many quizzes.. Haha. :) I just think its so fun. Mmhm..
After the English paper, walked with Herman, Mubaraq and Sadik to Parkway. Walked around a little.. Supposed to go Swensens but ended up gg to Banquet instead.. Boring. Bought some food and sat down. Talked and had fun. Heh. YUp.
After a while Sadik had to return to sch for some Library outing so we all decided to leave. We took a cab back to sch, I dropped them off and continued home. :)
I love cabs.. So fun la. Hmm. But ex. BUT.. I dun mind spending the money on cabs if I want to go home fast. So yea. And I think I dropped my pair of keys in the Taxi.. HMMMM.. Maybe not. Dunno.
*yawn* Bored..
Monday, August 29, 2005
6:56 PM
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
6:53 PM
What Personality Disorder Are You?
You May Be a Bit Dependent ...
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could.
6:51 PM
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
6:40 PM
The Keys to Your Heart
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
2. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
3. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
4. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
5. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
6. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
7. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
8. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
So true.. Expecially the last one.. Now la that is.. Never was like that before.. Hope I'll change soon. Wahaha.
6:22 AM
Hahaha. It's like.. 6.15a.m. over here and here I am blogging. :)
I had the best dream of my life.. Haha. Just woke up from it of course.. Yupyup.
Can dreams be trusted? Are dreams the future or simply a figment of our imgination..? Hmmm.. Nah.. I'm just fooling myself.. Mmmmm. As much as I would like to believe in my dreams, they aren't the future.
I keep getting dreams over a few people. Haha. Never anyone else.
Dum dee dum dee daa.. I wish my dreams were true..
Dee dum dee dum daa daa.. Then I'll be with you..
Lalalalalalala.. *Sigh*
Sunday, August 28, 2005
11:12 PM
DANIEL
D is for Dreamy
A is for Ambitious
N is for Naive
I is for Impressive
E is for Edgy
L is for Luxurious
11:05 PM
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence |
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
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10:11 PM
Just finished studying so decided to come online to blog.. Mmmhmm. Had a weird dream last night. Imagination? Haha. Hope not.. Haha.. Yup.
I miss playing the drums.. I miss being immersed in the music and simply supporting the other instruments by providing a stable beat.. Hahahaha. *Sigh* Can't wait for O's to be over.. :) I'm gonna learn guitar after O's too. :) Haha.
Prelims starting already.. Tmr is the Physics prac and Tuesday is the English paper. The following Monday is E math, then History and SS on Wed and Fri(NOT respectively, cause I can't remember exactly)
I got back the E Math June O's paper 2005. Mr Phua marked paper 1 and I scored 59/80. That's sooo bad la. Yup. 73%. That kinda marks won't get me an A1 or A2. Mmmmmm.
Church today was fine.. Though I find that Alex really introduced too many new songs at one go. I mean, 4 new songs at one go is really alot la. Especially the first song.. The chords were all so weird. Gm, Bm and all if I didn't remember wrongly.. Second and third song were easier to learn. But when it came to the fourth song, hardly anyone knew le la. Hahaha. Yup. Heard some people saying.. Nvm. Haha. Dun say la.. :)
The rhythm of the songs was quite screwed. It wasn't possible to sing smoothly. Perhaps due to the new songs or the drumming. XL played a lil too loud and wasn't really stable in his beat. Not up to his normal standards in my opinion. Yupyup.
Alright. The Apprentice is over.. Audrey was stupid to bring her only supporter into the boardroom and blame her too. Stupid. STUPID. She turned her only supporter AGAINST her. Hahaha. Yea.
Going off now. Nite peeps! :)
Thursday, August 25, 2005
11:44 PM
Gonna fail Chem Prac. Screwed up everything. *Sigh*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
10:07 PM
Alright. So APC addressed us on Monday. Which is yesterday. Yup. So.. He said he wanted to go through some cutting procedure by showing the proposal to a different group of people each timr and slowly seek everyone's opinions. But somehow the infomation was leaked out through perhaps one of the teachers la. Yup. Mmmhm.
He kept emphasizing that Co-Ed was not the main issue and was only, say, a small paragraph in the proposal. Yup. He also said that at the end of the day, if they decide Co-Ed isn't a good option and that Victorians are able to improve the results by another way then VS would not have to go Co-Ed. Yup. Guess he meant the Sec 4s la. Mmmm..
Yea. Alright. Enough on that. Alright.. One more thing. What APC said right at the start was pretty funny.
He said, "I've been away on China for the past two over weeks and I can see alot of things have happened while I was gone. I went and I returned and now it seems like the Principal is the biggest baddy in the entire school." Wahahaha. I find it so hilarious.. :D
Andrew "educated" me on some stuff. Hahaha. I won't follow him. No matter if I may be laughed at, I will not go against my principles or God. Yup. I pray for strength to stand against peer pressure.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
10:49 PM
This post was taken off Joel Kang's website at "http://chaos.co.nr" He was not a VS boy, but is now in VJC.
"Plenty of people have said "Gentleman, Sportsman, Professional". But in the end, they are just words.
What comes through so evidently as the true product of VS is the way these people act. Read the blog, and it will all become clear:
1) Victorians read the TNP article and get all flustered, enraged, angered - Passion. They love their school and they aren't afraid to show it.
2) Just 2 days following that, a flurry of posts on the blog keeps them in check. They remind each other about the motive behind their peititions. They remind each other that the enemy is not their principal. They remind each other that passive talking is not going to acheive anything. They remind each other what it means to be a Victorian
3) Many ex-VS boys return to VS to work on the issue. The managerial committee of the OVA has issued a statement on their stand. The Victorians claim to have a counter-proposal on the way.
Basically, this is it:
Passion -> Voice -> Action
That should be how every self-respecting human being should be. And they did it all in 2 days. I've always dreamed of being like that. Now that I've seen it with my own eyes, I now know its possible.
Thank you, Victoria.
Joel Kang - Victorian (VJC)"
10:27 PM
Hey people. Finally found out why I couldn't change the pic. It was because I pasted the wrong stuff. Heh. Yea.
So I've changed it to the VS pic. Then I decided to make my blog Anti Co-Ed. Yup. I like it this way. The mood is more cheerful now. Not dark and gloomy.
I so love VS. I'll never let it become Co-Ed. VJC principal, the VAC and Mr Ang(If he's supporting the Co-Ed move) should go hang themselves.
VS + Girls = No VS Spirit + No Pride(we'll become like ANY OTHER SCH) + Destroyal of our tradition (129 years of tradition)
Sorry if I sounds sexist but this is the truth.
N0one understands our VS spirit. No other sch's spirit even comes close.. Be at any Cross Country or Track and Field Nationals and you'll see. Be at any finals of any sports competition that VS is taking part in. You'll see the spirit. You'll SEE and FEEL the spirit.
You have to see it to believe. Yea.
Current Victorians, Old Victorians and VS teachers all uniting together to support the Anti - Co-ed move. Which sch, tell me.. WHICH SCH other than VS is like that?
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
10:36 PM
Having trouble with changing the pic of that cow. I seriously dun have the time to think too much about the picture. Going off now. I need my sleep.
Studying the whole day in sch. Come back home and continue. I love my life.. .. ..
Monday, August 15, 2005
11:16 PM
TEmporary adjustment.. I'll be changing the skin soon. Cause this one's pretty old le.. Been with me for a long time, through two editions.. haha. Yup.
So.. Yea. thats all bah. haha. Bye for now. I'll be back to start editing my new skin tmr.
Friday, August 12, 2005
6:13 PM
Hey hey! I got C5 for my Chinese O's!! Happy! Hahahaha. You must think I'm mad to be happy over a C5, but seriously.. For someone who has been failing Chinese since.. P3? (Of course PSLE I got A la.. But other than that..) Yup. :)
My bros got C6 if I'm not wrong. Yupyup. And I didn't even study the Shou Che la.. Sheesh. :) All I concentrated on was the compos. Yea. Alright. Mmmhmm. Ok. Correction, Noel got C6 and Joel got C5. Mmmm.
I just found out I beat Shuan! YEY! :)
Going to Grandma's house now.. See ya peeps.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
8:45 PM
Hey God..
Mmmmm. I did promise You. I asked for that one prayer, and that if You said yes to that prayer I'll follow your leading. Looks like You've shown the way You want it to be. You've given me that prayer.
Other people might just take it as simply being the normal way things would have turned out. But I'm gonna trust that it WAS You who made it happen. That it WAS You who answered my prayer. That one prayer I prayed so hard for.
So, yea.. I got what I wanted to happen yesterday. It happened. The person was happy. Guess it's all worth it. Haha.
Yup. I'm typing this to promise You I'll follow You on that matter. Should You wish to take it from me Lord, I'll just let go. I won't fight or anything.
Thank You Lord.
6:01 PM
Wth la.
hahas.for a THOUSAND days i havent went to some ppl's blog la..until soemone gave me a post.
So what's this supposed to mean? You were waiting for me to give you a post? In case you didnt't know.. I was like, busy with studying. And I'm supposed you give you a post? I seriously doubt it la.. But you were waiting for a reply from me through a post?
anyways, KARNT BE BOTHRED TO GO TO YOUR FILTHY BLOGS WITH COMPLAINS. utterly GAY.
COMPLAINS? Since when did I complain? I feel you've been thinking too much right from the start! Right from the start, all those posts. FORGET IT. I'm not gg back into all that.
anyway, hahas ACCORDING to that post,you think that my world revolvs around you?youre the only guy i know arhs?oh PLEASE LA.i understand that you have lots of GIRLS as friends, even if u are from a boys school.i am from a mixed school HELLO?!but i balance up(:
Now hello.. I NEVER said that.. You are ASSUMING. You're not making sense.
i am currently facing many gays like youwho keeps assuming my blog this and that.just that you dont know.jing di zhi wa.
Oh cool. If you even cared anything about us you would have like told me or maybe explained?
now u can heppliy assume for ALL i care.ALL I CARE.cause this is specially for you.HONOURED NOW?
No. I'm not honoured. Seriously. I'm not.
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This is so gone wrong yea? This was not what I had in mind. If you're gonna continue like this, I see no future. If you're gonna continue with the Cold War, I see no future. Either we stop this Cold War or we stop everything altogether. You remind me of my mum.
I never did say your world revolves around mine or I'm the only guy you know or you can;t have any other guy friends yadayada.. Alright? Seriously.. You think too much. You read too much into my blog posts. What was it that pissed you off RIGHT AT THE START. My sms? The way I didn't talk to you at all? I'LL SAY THIS AGAIN. I NEVER SAID YOUR WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME.
Here's a post just for you.
What the hell happened for it to become like this?
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
10:54 PM
My Heart, Your Home - Shout To The Lord Kids
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Come and make my heart, Your home
Come and be everything I am not like love
Search me through and through
Till my heart becomes a home for You
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Come and make my heart, Your home
Come and be everything I am not like love
Search me through and through
Till my heart becomes a home for You
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A home for You..
A home for You..
Let everything I do,
Open up a door for You to come through
And my heart will be a place where You'll wanna be
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Come and make my heart, Your home
Come and be everything I am not like love
Search me through and through
Till my heart becomes a home for You
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A home for You..
A home for You..
Let everything I do,
Open up a door for You to come through
And my heart will be a place where You'll wanna be
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Come and make my heart, come and make it Your home
Come and be everything I am not like love
Search me through and through
Till my heart becomes a home for You
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Till my heart becomes a home for You
Till my heart becomes a home for You
A home for You..
9:28 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
Haha. Yup. Watched the NDP Parade earlier.. It was really diff compared to the previous years la.. First thing is that there are lotsa diff places celebrating at the same time.. Jurong East, Tampines, Yishun and erm.. Whats the last place? I kinda forgot.. Hmmm. Haha. Fiona Xie was at Tampines and man.. was she hot wearing that Indian outfit.. :P
Missed the March In. Thanks to Dad. Yup.
Jogged 30 mins with Mum earlier.. Tired la.. Muscles all aching. Yesterday and now.. another 3.2km I estimate. Yup. :)
Monday, August 08, 2005
4:49 PM
Hey.. Really nice to hear your voice earlier.. If it was you.. Haha.. Haven't heard your voice for so long that I can't recognise it anymore. Really nice.
Yi Xiong didn't come! *sigh* So its like, no reason for me to go la.. In a way.. Yup. Noone to compete with.. And one other factor.. They changed it to 3.8km instead of 4.8km. Yupyup. Now I've got a super bad headache.. Tried to sleep in the afternoon but yea.. Kept waking up after every 30 mins..
Let me recount the events.. Haha.
REached sch in the morning and went up to the parade square. Had assembly.. The whole national day thing. Ended around 9.30a.m? Yea.. Then we made our way down to the canteen to collect our "Souvenirs" Just some National Day book called, "Today in History, Singapore. Young Impressions of the past." and some Big Walk T-Shirt. Heh. Then we were sent to change and sent to East Coast.
Every class was given two groundsheets which we spreaded out. Our class had it good as only like.. 12 people came? Haha. :P It was like a land of a thousand grasshoppers. Big, small, brown, green.. Jumping everywhere.. In the past it used to be the land of a thousand large black ants.. Haha. Things sure do change..
Then the competitive runners were called to report to the house leaders.. Haha. As I stood there, I was so like. scared la. All around me in my house were either the Track Runners, X-Country runners or the soccer guys. And there I was.. A small fry, a fat, Red Cross member , Ex Track Runner..
After some time, we were sent to the starting line. And then the horn was sounded. Ran ran ran.. Waved to every Red Cross First-Aider there. Just Sec 3s and all the other Sec 4s who all weren't running.. Only me and Ernest Yuen Pak Yu were running. Underestimated the distance of 3.8km. Haha. Ran too fast.. Super killed myself before I was halfway done la.. Ran past Edmund.. That part I remembered pretty well. Then caught up with Samuel, and Daryl who was in front of him. This pretty much continued till the end.
Last stretch. Some guy tried to run past me. Like always.. I sped up.. Ran beside Samuel then told him, "Oui! Last stretch! Choing ah!" Hahahahahaha. So we sprinted. He sprinted so fast that I was like, "Why did I ask him to run? Now I'm gonna lose him.. " Heh. But then, he stopped running. Guess he was tired. So ok lor.. I just ran past him and won.. Hahaha. :D He was like kinda black face after that.. :P Yup.
Happy. Yi Xiong didn't come but at least I beat Samuel, and achieved the 34th position out of 85 runners. Not bad le la.. Since the top 20 were dominated by the Track, X country or Soccer guys.. Yup.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
9:37 PM
Tmr is Sec 4 Cross Country.. Hahaha.
Last year at Macritche(dunno how to spell la..), I lost to Yi Xiong by 2s for the 4.8km Cross Country run.. Grrrr.
This year for the NAPFA 2.4km I beat him by 3s!! :) YAY! Haha.
This year I WILL beat him for the 4.8km Cross Country run at East Coast.. I WILL! I'll beat him or die trying.. Alright.. I dun mean die la.. Haha.. But you get my point.. Ok Jia Ying? Haha. :D Get ready to hear my good news tmr guys! If I don't, well.. I can't think of losing now if I wanna win. So yea.. Haha.
I've trained for the past one week.. Yea..
Alright. Gg to sleep now. Need my energy for tmr.. Nites!
Thursday, August 04, 2005
7:49 PM
Hey look. I know you said not to assume but seriously la.. I dun see who else it can be but me. You have a problem with me, you talk to me about it. I've asked you many times to meet me for lunch on Fridays(the only day I'm free). I'm not trying to pick a fight here. I'm not. I am doing this in an attempt to resolve things yea? I really hope things can return to how it was. I've healed already. I've had enough time. Yea.
You think I told people, you name me who I told. Vic is one yes. Other than that there's noone. EVERYBODY. That's the word you used. Well, I have one qn. Other than Vic and Yin Ling, who else do I know who knows you? Mark? Shaun? Whoever may have told you that they know whatever, it so doesn't have to be me telling them. Whoever it is may have just guessed by themselves. Cause I didn't tell anyone anything that you dun want me to tell.
And the thing about "Vic thinks this, Vic thinks that.", well, I've told you many many times that we have to talk. Yea? And all that was BEFORE Vic said that we should talk. So I dun see how this means that I do not have an opinion of my own alright? I was simply using Vic's name in a wild bid to get you to talk with me.
Just tell me what you want. You want me to like get out of your life or something? I really don't want to do that but yea. Just what do you want? If you were like offended by my blog entries or whatever then I'm really sorry.. What are you angry with me about? If you don't tell me anything, how can I do anything to make amends? How?
I really dunno how things have changed to become like this.. It was Sat, you called and then later we hung up. I said something mean, I know. I'm sorry. Then it was Sun. Nth much happened. Just smsed you in the afternoon. Yea.
I'm NOT trying to pick a fight. I'm NOT trying to make you angry.
I have NO thoughts of suicide. I've decided life must go on no matter how stressful or bad.
Yup. I want things to be alright. I want you to be happy too. Not like now. Mmhm.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
7:28 PM
My entries do not hold any "read between the lines" info or anything to interpret.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
10:37 PM
I really wish school would end like very soon.. Mmmmm.
Getting teased cause of my height. And the stupid thing is my friends are joining in. What nonsense is that? Hey Karthik, I didn't tease you when they did. So why are you teasing me too? When everyone teases you.. I stand by you and not laugh. And Mubarak.. What's the meaning of this? You are supposed to be part of the clique.. One of the big four.. If even you are turning joining them against me then.. I duno la. I'm hurt dudes. Yea I'm hurt. Not as much by the class, than by you two. Oh wells. I know I'm short.. *Sigh*
Like studies ain't enough now to stress me to the brink. Adding this and one other thing.. I've long cleared that brink. All I'm counting on is that after the next 10 weeks, I'll be out of this sch.. A new start. Perhaps where I will find better friends.. If I can call Mubarak and Karthik my friends..
I wish, I wish that I could settle one of these problems.. Then maybe life will get better. O's can't be settled..