Sunday, January 29, 2006
10:25 PM
You're pissed off with me again. I dunno why. The similarity I see between the two smses is that I apoplogised.. Or was it the previous sms? Mmmmm. The one where you replied with a "hmmph". I dunno. If we do make it through this thing, I'm gonna talk to you about everything. I'm gonna clear this nonsense. Yea.
Earlier when I was sitting alone on the swing at Xl's house.. I told God, "Hey God. If you want me to stop getting to know Audrey better and just give her up, make it rain on me." The clear sky turned entirely cloudy in a matter of mins.. Around 15 mins.. Yea. I was so scared la. It changed so fast. BUT. It didn't rain. Mmmmmm. So yea. He's saying that I dun have to stop?? :S Mmmmm..
Hate today. Not only because of you being angry with me but yea. Parents argued. Didn't go to Dad's side of the family. Yup. No hongbaos from there.
Sent you a joke to cheer you up or try to la. You haven't replied me. You didn't answer my phone calls neither did you reply my smses. *sigh*
Saturday, January 28, 2006
1:11 PM
Hmmmm. I dun think I'll bother changing the posts to another blog. I mean, I can't be bothered. Its not private anyway. And I've decided I dun care who reads it. Lalalalala. I'm so bored..
10:18 AM
Smsed last night. Rather daring questions I asked.. Mmmm. Answers, I did get.. I just dun get the meaning of the last sms..
You said I was different from your exs cause they are the ones who normally say lame things and get you laughing and crying. You said to just let you get used to the change. Then later you said that if there comes another girl who likes me more, I must consider her first. You're not confident of liking me the way I like you just yet. Mmmmm. Dave! I need your help here.. Yup.
I think I should get another blog to post all this stuff. Yea. Thinking about it. Should be doing so later. Yup. If you read this at "http://imadrummerboy.blogspot.com" then I haven't done the change.
Friday, January 27, 2006
10:54 PM
Went to VS this morning. Skipped sch. Haha. Met Mark at the gate at 10.00a.m. or was supposed to la. He came only at 10.15a.m. Ate lunch at VS. Yum yum. I SO MISS THE CANTEEN FOOD AT VS!!! *Sigh* TPJC FOOD REALLY SUCKS. Yea.
Missed the VS Cheer. So sad la. Haven't done the cheer for so long le. Mmmmm.
After that went to Parkway with Herman, Sadik and Ernest. Supposed to let them eat first then go bowling at ECP. But then they decided to go watch a movie instead. At least Ernest and Herman did. Sadik wanted to go bowling too. But by the time we were done, there wasn't any time le so I went to Roxy to change. They left. Joyce smsed me about something, then I called Audrey. She was near Roxy so met up with her and went to ECP. Met Dylan at the ECP Macs. Long story later, we met up with Joyce and Guo Hao. WEnt blading.. Spent the first 1 hour 15 mins at the beginner's corner since Guo Hao, Joyce and Dylan weren't good or didn't even know how to blade. I was like so bored la. I wanted to be blading. In the end only bladed for a while. Yup. Sian.
We went to the beach to rest and I took that chance to go blading by myself. Yup. Audrey took this opportunity to talk to the rest. Yup. Guo Hao told me kinda what they talked about. But yea. Dude. I asked Audrey about it later and she said she didn't say that I should have more initiative. Yup. You said it. Not her. Mmmmm.
Well.. We talked alot today.. Walking along the beach and all. Heh. With the rest lagging behind. Talked about stuff. Mmmmm. The rest left us when we weren't looking and yea. We had to go home ourselves.. Two of us la. Mmhm. Took a bus to Eunos MRT then Audrey took bus 63 and I took MRT.
Alright. Thats all I have to say. Yup. Nite people. I'm shagged.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
2:28 PM
Gave you the sweater(or jacket as you call it) yesterday. You didn't accept it. Then later Joyce told me you got her to take it for you so yea. Haha. Weird.
Mmmmm. Anyway, I'm home now.. Just got back from sch. Waiting for you to call me to tell me if you're gg for volley. Joyce doesn't wanna, Shu De went for yesterday's training, the other girl won't go since Joyce isn't gg, Marcus I have absolutely no idea.. Yup. So only left with you. If you're not gg too I won't.
Sch is fine now. Life is fine. I dare say there are no problems now. For NOW. Mmmmm. Hope it'll remain that way. Yupyup.
My arms have been aching alot these past few days.. Just when I thought I'd healed from the volley training, we had pe during which all of us had to do pull ups and push ups and whatnot. Everyone feels the same pain. Hahaha. :) Yea. Funny huh.
OH yea. I saw this truck on my way home.. It was a "Keep it clean Singapore!" truck. And guess what.. Lotsa visible exhaust fumes were being released.. I was like.. WTH. "Keep it clean, Singapore" somemore.. Wahahaha. :D
Mmmmm. Going to end here now. Yea. Hopefully you're gg for volley. Lalalalala. I'm bored..
Monday, January 23, 2006
5:02 PM
I really dun understand what you mean by it'll be better on Mon. I dun see any diff la. Sure I get a seat with your TKG group during lectures and all. But you dun even sit with me. Whats the point of me sitting in with you guys if I'm not sitting with you, thus not talking to you? Mere accompanyment?? That ain't gonna help much. I dun wanna rush our friendship so yea.. Thats why I'm not gonna tell you yet. I'm gonna wait somemore.
They say results will be out on the 6th of Feb. If thats true.. I dun have much time left.
I wanna sit with my own friends too.. But if I do that then we aren't gonna talk at all.. I asked you for lunch and I felt you gave me a face. In the end you said yes la. Mmmm. A few people say you're shy. I dunno about that. Well, at least you called my handphone when I was a lil late to meet you and your classmates for lunch. Thats a good sign. Yup.
People reading this, pls dun bother me with any questions yea? Thanks.
I feel its so awkward between us. I want to sit with you, but I so dun enjoy it when I just sit there with you when you're talking to the rest of your TKG group or classmates. I can't talk cause I only know you. I try to talk of course. But its weird. Yup. I dunno what I'm supposed to be doing la. Nowadays people ask me why I dun sit with the TKG group and tease me about me sitting with them(other groups of mine). I dun care about the teasing anymore. But yea. People have noticed a diff..
I have no right to ask you to sit with me or anything or to not sit with your TKG group and I do like sitting with my own friends too. But I just dun want us to just be communicating in smses and not seeing each other or talking to each other.
In smses we really talk. But not in face-to-face conversations. Why is that so? Is it my problem or is it yours? Or maybe its both of our probs.. Yea.
I'm gonna wait a lil while more before I sms you about this issue. Just hope we're still cool by then. Mmmmm..
Sunday, January 22, 2006
6:57 PM
Hey. I'm in Thailand now.. At the airport. Heh. Some internet erm.. station. and 1 1/2 hours of internet time for 100 baht. What a life saver! =))) I'm so bored la.. Stupid flight delayed from 5.20p.m. till 8.20p.m., reason being the crew has "mandatory rest time" or something like that. Sianz..
This is my second 1.5 hr block le.. *nods*
This might sound stupid but yea. I miss sch. =P Lalalalalalala. Heh.
Ok. I'm crapping but I don''t care.. Nothing else to do le. Mmmmmm.
I'm kinda looking forward to sch tmr. =)) I wonder how its gonna be. How the situation is gonna be like. You said "everything will be fine on Mon." Dunno what you mean by that. Dun even know what you're refering to la. Yupyup. Miss you. Heh. Do you? =P
Alright la. Going off le. Dunno what to say le. Mmhm.
P.S. Hi Zhi Rong~!!! Haha. Tell me if you see this. =P
Thursday, January 19, 2006
4:36 PM
Cold war is over le. Yesterday was a really horrible day. I never had a day like that.. Yea. I was so miserable la. Mmhm.
You say "everything will be fine on Mon".. I really dunno what you mean. I hope the situation between us to be fine by Mon. But is that what you mean? Today at least we weren't fighting a cold war. I felt better.. It was pretty awkward la, after what I told you.. I'm hoping that this break of 3 days would help. Yea. When I go to Thailand tonight till Sun night.
I'm confused yea? Mmmmm. Gotta pack my bag le.. I dun wanna go but I guess it's for the best.. I need a break off sch.
Monday, January 16, 2006
2:59 PM
Just came back from school. Mmmm. It seems I've become well known(i think its in a bad way) in some groups.. Like some VS guys seem to be dao-ing me.. Those from Kim's group.. There's another three VS guys who keep shouting, "Goodbye"(they did this earlier when I was boarding the bus home), smiling, if I'm not wrong, snickering.. Caspar, Marcus, Guo Hao and Joyce are not irritating me la.. But yea.. They are joking and all.. Maybe not so with Marcus.. I dunno what I did wrong la. Must be about.. all that.. Yea.
Audrey and I had most of our lessons together today.. Only GP diff and yea. Didn't see much of Joyce, Guo Hao and Jue Cheng. Its like the few of us are now separated.. Mmmmm. Tmr I think I'll be alone. Audrey is the only one who's class is close to mine and all and she's taking Physics as H1 and Econs as H2 while I'm taking the direct opposite. The rest should be too far for our classes to be in the same LT.. Mmmmhmmm.
Ok. Thats about all I wanted to say. Tata.
Am I in some conspirasy or something??
Friday, January 13, 2006
11:15 PM
Why am I feeling so down? Just what happened? *sigh* I wish I could understand myself..
Maybe I chose the wrong girl to like.. But yea. I don't wanna give you up. There are so many things I wanna tell you.. So many things I wanna do.. But I'm afraid.
Some of you out there may be shaking your heads and thinking that I never learn. I make promises to myself and then break them. Mmmmm. Well, continue shaking your heads.. Cause I don't think I can change myself.. I'll just be making another promise to myself and then breaking it all over again. I'm a sad guy.. Yea.
Perhaps I should just be.. aLONEr.. What I told myself to be.. What I thought would protect me from feeling like this. I'm slowly drifting away from that. Mmhm.
I'm tired. I'm thinking too much. I'm whining. I'm just being me..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
8:37 PM
My "Titanic" pleco just died.. :'( At first I thought that it had finally came out of hiding.. (It had been hiding in between the rock and a piece of driftwood ever snce I bought it.) *sigh* Goodbye, my friend..
Today school was fine.. I'm in the same Civics Group as Kim Keat.. CG 21. Mmmmm. Audrey is in CG 23, Guo Hao, Zhi Rong, Jasmine in CG 15 and Joyce is in CG err.. Hmmm. I forgot. Haha.
March 27th.
Played Bingo with Guo Hao and his Ngee Ann friends.. Such a fun game. Heh. At first we played 25 numbers. Then for the last game we played 100 numbers. Haha. It was really challenging. =)
Nth much else.. Schedule for the next few days gonna be quite full.. Mmmmm.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
6:57 PM
Just what the hell do you want? I think you're trying to be funny. Or have I suddenly become so freaking special to you that you have to shout, "Goodbye, Daniel!!" Everytime I leave the place you are at. Are you freaking GAY? Sheesh.
You didn't like her.. And now I do. So what is your problem? You gave her up. Is that my fault? Is it wrong of me to like her? What is it?
My heart is pain now la.. Physically. I dunno what's wrong with me.
TP sucks.. Everything sucks.. I can't wait to get out..
Dun even know if you like me.. Sheesh. Maybe I'd rather not know.. *sigh* Joyce says I stand a chance.. Mmmmm.. Dunno la. I shouldn't be getting into this again..