Monday, February 27, 2006
10:54 PM
I dunno what to say le.. You say you've run out of things to say.. Fine. So have I. Now what? I dunno le la. I'm out of ideas. I can't think forever. I'm just gonna leave it to you, God. Just show me what You want. Whatever way You want. If I dun get into MJC I dun think I'll appeal.. Yea. *sigh*
Sorry Shu Ling.. I really dunno whether to go MJC or just appeal to SAJC. Yupps. If I do decide to go SAJC, forgive me. I dun mean to pang seh you guys. I may not want to see some people.. Yea. OH wells.
Going to crash SAJC tmr.. With Shu Ling, Zhi Rong, George, Caspar, Joshua, Ying Jie and yea.. other people la. Mmmmmm. Oh wells. Hope we don't get caught.
I wish I could just show you my blog. EVerything. But you'll just be scared off or irritated. Yupps. You're not gonna affect me that much anymore. I'm not gonna let you..
Good nite peeps.. Mmmmm.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
11:41 PM
Ocean's apart
Day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
On the line
But it doesn't start the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever?
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(Chorus)
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Oh, how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
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I took for granted
All the times
That I thought it would last somehow
I hear the laughter
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
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Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy
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I wonder how
We can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
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Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy
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(Repeat Chorus)
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This kinda applies to me right now. Haha. The lyrics. It can be my theme song. Mmmmm. I'm slowly gg insane. I see you next to never.. Not matter how my heart breaks..I'll be right here waiting for you.. I wonder how we can survive. But in the end if I'm with you, I'll definitely take the chance.. Cool huh? haha. Bye peeps. Nite.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
8:04 PM
I should have gone for lessons the whole of last week and these two days.. Mmmmm. I regret not gg le. Yea. Nvr see you.. Nvr see you guys.. I'm so stupid. It was fun for a while.. Now it ain't no more.. I just regret it so..
I'm tired. I wanna sleep.
7:50 PM
and its NOT because of anyone..
Monday, February 20, 2006
7:22 PM
I think I'm suffering from Depression.. *sigh*
Saturday, February 18, 2006
11:53 PM
Sometimes I feel all would be complete when I've got you.. really got ya in my life. But is that really what I want? Mmmmmm. Are you prepared? Am I prepared? Gotta think. Haha. Yup. I'm having second thoughts now. But when I'm sure.. I'll get back that ring for ya.. For me.
Take it slow. Take it slow. I think I am. I dun think I'm rushing anything here. Lalalalala. Taking my time.. Letting important events show me the possibilities. Like future JCs. Waiting for the results of the JAE to come out. Mmmmmm.
I'm so tired. Physically. I'm like.. Sleeping the entire day away. I can hardly walk around. NO energy. NO strength. Sucks to be sick.
When I'm sure.. I'll get it back for you.. I will. When I'm certain.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
9:20 PM
Mmmmm. My family sucks. Disappointment. I dunno what I'm doing here la. *sigh* I should just skip dinner.. Oh well. No appetite..
3:07 PM
Sat - Sentosa. Sunburnt shoulders..
Mon - Blading at ECP. 3cm by 2cm wound..
Tues - Soccer during PE. Sprained left ankle..
Wed - High fever, cough.
Yup. All this nonsense at one go. So sian. Mmmmm.
My only consolation is you. =)
Two days MC till Fri. So I won't be gg to sch this week.. Unless I feel like gg tmr. Heh. Yup.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
7:08 PM
妳對我有多重要, 我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑..
6:58 PM
You said you're not ready. So yea. Fine. You say you're still hurt over your ex, your past relationship. Fine. You said you feel the same way.. That you hope to move on someday. But not just now. You say to give you time. Fine. You said you want us to behave like friends first. FINE. I'm fine with all that nonsense. So I told you I'll wait.
Just let me ask you something. What am I supposed to do while waiting for you? Just sit around and think of you? Just move on with life and not sms ya? When someone has feelings for another its not easy to just do what I'm doing now.
Right now all I'm feeling is that the girl I like is ignoring all my smses. Do you know how that feels? The person you like not bothering to reply you. Even friends sms. I doubt you'll agree to go out. We'll never have time to talk in school. We might be gg to diff JCs even. Then what? No contact? Online? We're busy people. I wont be there when you are online. I'm just.. just.. i dunno what to say..
Maybe "sick" is the word.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
10:42 AM
Heya.. Went to 7th Grand Aunt's house yesterday around 6+. Asked Audrey along to play cards.. Haha. Some stuff happened at the house, which I dun think I should mention. I was like, sitting there and feeling so stressed. Yup. In the end like.. Godma and Alina not gg, Uncle Hua Hua said he'll be there after church meeting which is like.. 10+ la. Yup. Dunno who else supposed to go but yea. Audrey had to be home by 10, so we left at like.. 9. Ate bee hoon, spicy nuggets and non-spicy nuggets for dinner.. Then watched a lil tv. When the 7 o'clock show ended, we went for a walk under the block there. Talked. By the time we went back it was like.. 8.45. Taught her to play Dai Dee. Wanted to teach bridge but had to go le. Mmmmm. Sent her home. Asked about v-dae and the guy who asked her.. Too late? She didn't answer.. Yup. Haha. Today gg to bai nian then go for worship prac. Tmr gg jogging! =)) After church la. Yupyup. Thats all for now. Mmmmm. Bye peeps.
Friday, February 03, 2006
1:12 PM
I Need You Now(More Than Words Can Say) - Firehouse
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Here I am
At 6 o'clock in the morning
Still thinking about you
It's still hard
At 6 a clock in the morning
To sleep without you
And I know that it might
Seem to late for love
All I know
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[Chorus]
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I've got to find a way
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now
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Here I am
I'm looking out my window
I'm dreaming about you
Can't let go
At 6 o'clock in the morning
I feel you beside me
And I know that it might
Seem to late for love
For love
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Guitar Solo
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[chorus]
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I've got to find a way
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I got to hear you say
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now
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I need you now..
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
4:08 PM
Go out on Sat? Jogging on Sun? Mmmmm. Planning..