Tuesday, September 26, 2006
10:42 PM
Phew. I did it~!! =D
I was so nervous since yesterday la.. After getting the ring and all I started to really feel the nervousness. Heh.
This morning, I finally decided to go ahead with it during sch and not wait for after sch. It went pretty well in sch. Hahaha. Yupps. Wei Jin, Dixon, Michelle Ong and Adele were telling me to do it in sch. =) I'm happy I did.
Well, here's how it went..
Recess came.. Wei Jin told her that he had something to talk to her about and so Mich and the other girls bought food and brought it to the class. He told me to reach at about 10a.m. Haha.
I walked towards the class.. With people wishing me luck and all. Haha. I entered the class and found so many people inside le.. Dixon, Michelle Ong, Chuan Ting, Irene, May, Yuling, Audrey, Hui Ting, Joyce, Jerlyn, Wei Jin and of course.. Mich. =) Kuz was in the toilet. Haha.
When I entered the class Mich was looking at some notes with her back faced towards me.. I just stood behind her waiting. Then she felt everyone staring at her, she turned around and saw me behind her. Then I knelt down lor.
The class(or those in the class) were so noisy la. I imagined an emptier and quieter classroom where I could express myself freely.. But then due to the noise, I simply went straight to the point and asked her, "Michelle.. Will you be my girlfriend?" =)
I put on the ring for her. Ring size thanks to Elvis's ring. Haha. Thanks handsome~! =D
Yea. After school we went to eat lunch at Billy Bombers and then took neoprints. So nice. Haha.
Sent her home and all.. Yupps.
I'm happy. You're happy. I love you. You love me. What else matters? =D
I'll never forget this day. Haha. 26/9/06 - 10a.m. =)
Monday, September 25, 2006
8:24 PM
I didn't ask you in sch today cause.. Well.. Wanted to see how things were like in sch first. Haha. Well, things seem to be fine and so yea. Yay. =) Also, didn't wanna ask you over the phone. Quite insincere. Heh.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
10:01 PM
Finally I got it off my chest! Haha. Now you know how I feel.. And I know how you feel. =D
I wish everything will always remain this simple. After all, I'm really just a simple guy who wants simple things.. Haha. Mmmmm.. =)
Just a simple me loving a simple you with a simple love. =D
Saturday, September 16, 2006
5:30 PM
I realised I really have to stop using the com. Stop signing in to Msn Messenger. Stop coming to view my tagboard.
From now onwards.. All I will use the com for is to look for online notes. Thats all. So if you do tag then I guess I won't reply till 4th of October? Thats when promos end. I can't retain. I can't if I know what I want and want to get what I want.. Yea. Retaining would mean a diff class which is not something I want..
So with a heavy heart I am gg to leave you.. My dear blog. For these few weeks.
Bye peeps. You can still tag me though. =)
3:50 PM
What is this stupid feeling again? Is it the same feeling but just for something different? Or is it a different feeling for something different? It definitely can't be for the same thing.. I'm long over that..
Dun tell me I can't stand...? Have I become so _e_en__nt??
I'm struggling so much, cause I dun think I should be so _e_en__nt emotionally on you.
Writing on the wall what I wanted to tell you.. It made me feel slightly better.. Its not good enough. But I guess its enough for now..
I need to study. I need to stand up somehow..
Maybe I'll sms ya later to just tell you this.. Get it off my chest..
Don't tell me I cant.. just for one day? *sigh*
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
10:51 PM
If u open the door, He'll come in. If u were to forsake Him, He will still stand by the door, loving u.
Wei Jin took this from Miiee's blog and used it to encourage me. Mmmmm. Thanks dude.
I just sat in front of my com and played the Heart of Worship 1 CD 2 and just sang along with it.. I felt so much better.. I feel less burdened..
8:13 PM
I'm tired..
Though I must thank God for my Mum's operation and all my friends around me..
Life just sucks..
I feel so lost. I dunno what to do. I dun want to become too dependent on you and yet I think I am. I dunno what I want really. I'm confused.. Wei Jin and Wyman would know what I'm saying here. Perhaps only Wyman would actually get to see this. Yea..
Oh wells. Then there's promos.. I just feel so tired everyday I can't get down to studying.. I dunno if I'm gg to just ignore Math and whack Chem,. Physics and Econs.. Does my Econs even stand a chance? Or should I try Math for a higher chance? There's no more time, I dunno much and yet here I am. *sigh*
Someone beat me.. Kill me.. Just end all this nonsense..
Take out my heart and program it not to love.. Not to fall for anyone. Take out my brain and program it to stop wasting time. Take out my stomach and tell it to stop eating so much..
Saturday, September 09, 2006
11:56 AM
Wah. I've been having many fun days recently. =)
Just got home from the airport. Went studying with handsome boy.. Haha.
At like.. 12.50++ p.m, Handsome asked me, "Not doing anything tday?" So I told her I had worship PRAC later. Then she said she had nth on so asked her to come along lor. Then after that can go out and study. Mmmmm.
Yar. Then there was a slight misundestanding which indirectly caused me to be late. Hahaha.
See la. So blur la handsome.. =P
WEll. So I thought I would wait for her to bathe and all then go together la. But she took so long to bathe so.. I left first. And still was late. Haha.
In the end she still came before we really "started" prac-ing la. Hmmm. Heh. Jolene passed her a set of the song sheet then she just sat at the second row and listened. She said the songs were v nice. =) Thats good. Remember ah.. You said next time you'll come when I'm not playing the drums. =D
After prac we headed to the airport to study la. Planned to go Macs to look for seats.. Then on the way there we started coming up with alternatives if Macs was busy. Haha. What err.. study on bus 36, go T1 Viewing Gallery, study on sky train.. Blah blah blah. LOL. In the end Macs was quite empty so went there lor. Met Belinda, Chuan Ting and Iyliana there..
Alot of small things happened during the studying which I'm lazy to blog about. =P
Well, fast forward to after studying..
We decided to go to the Viewing Gallery to see the airplanes. Haha. I tried to take our reflections but kinda couldn't due to the lighting there. Mmmmm. In the end we just stood there, singing along to the songs in my Mum's Zen Micro. Haha. We sure do like the same songs, girl. =)
I'm tired. Shall blog more tmr.. Haha.
Friday, September 08, 2006
10:53 PM
What do you do when someone is trying to erase you out of his/her life? How will you feel? Mmmmm.
Well.. I sure feel sad. Yupps. But if thats really the way you want it to go.. I guess I dun have a choice.
I really want to know why you are doing all this. But I dun wanna ask. Mmmmm.
I can't be bothered, in a way. You never did tell me alot of things. You never bothered to tell me alot of things. I shall search for my happiness elesewhere..
Thursday, September 07, 2006
7:03 PM
Today was fun. Haha. =)
Went blading with Elvis at East Coast Park. Yea.
Planned with her to each be at our respective bus stops at 8.45 a.m.. Then at 8.43 a.m, she called me and told me she was on the bus 53 le. Wah lao. Haha. I had to run all the way to my bus stop la. Carrying my blades~!! Lol.
Handsome ah.. You really are a fast learner.. I have bladed with alot of people who have learnt blading for a longer time than you and yet go slower than you and fall more times than you. Heh. You're great. Mmhm.
Blading was fun la. Haha. And funny. =)
Elvis fell like 4 times. The most hilarious time was when she was turning the bend somewhere near the food centre, going towards the big water ski-ing place. I knew she wasn't good at turning bends, esp since this one was downslope somemore. Haha.
So I kept close to her, behind her la.. up ahead I saw this well built ang moh guy jogging with this woman. Prob his wife? Yea.
Well, I saw a definite crash course so I tried to grab hold of her to stop her. But then before I could do that, she suddenly fell and grabbed hold of the ang moh guy. Haha. He wasn't wearing a shirt. Hahaha. And he sure was muscular. LOL. Elvis FELL for him. Haha. =P
That was one funny thing that happened. =D
Other than that, I can't remember anything right now la. Yupps. Maybe when I remember more hilarious stuff about our blading outing I'll update here. =P
Till then, tata~! =)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
11:38 PM
Got Shimu's Evaluation of my Singspiration.. Really encouraged to read this. =)
Shimu : I think Daniel did a good job in deciding on his theme and choosing songs accordingly. Although we have sung those songs many times before, Daniel's sharing deepened the meaning and made it so relevant to all. (Daniel... Thanks so much for your sharing and I'm praying that all the problems u r facing will be settled soon by His grace.)
Yea. Haha. My problems have sort of been settled..
Fyonne finally woke up from being too busy for PW. Haha. As I JUST told her on the phone, I look forward to working better with you, Kuz. =)
Sch work.. Econs getting there. Uncle Kian Seng is helping me with econs and the essay writing.. Chem did cover some ground.. Math, only a lil ground.. Still worried of course. But I know I can do it and I will do it.
Mum's operation coming up soon. So far the drawing of blood and all has been done already. Blood flown to Israel to cultivate the stem cells.. Just waiting for the operation on the 12th.. Praying.. Pray for her yea? Thanks.
Yea. Thank God.. Thanks to everyone.. =D
9:36 AM
Ytd I suddenly felt emo.. I swear I wasn't thinking about anything.. I wasn't even listening to any songs.. I just suddenly felt emo. Haha.
Well.. Elvis sent me this when I was offline le. Yupps.
imu- dun ever walk away said:
hey, i hope this message will make you smile when you come online the next time.. cheer up yeah? dun ged too emo abt stuffs. learn to take things in life easy! xD haha takecare boyboy! xD
Thanks girl.. Yea, it did make me smile. =D
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
10:59 PM
The Crocodile Hunter..
Here's the story..
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14675529/
I was very shocked to hear of his death. I mean.. People on TV shows dun die.. Its like killing Santa. Mmmmm. You get what I mean..
Friday, September 01, 2006
11:21 PM
Our Daily Bread - September 1, 2006
Peaceful Anxiety
The peace of God . . . will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. - Philippians 4:7'The problems of life can be taxing on us - physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Yet, as we learn to trust in the Father's care, we can have the peace that not only surpasses all understanding but also overcomes our anxiety. We can be at rest, for we are in God's hands.' - Bill Crowder
When we keep our minds on God, God will keep our minds at peace.
10:32 PM
Starts With Goodbye - Carrie Underwood
[Verse 1]
I was sitting on my doorstep
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
But I knew I had to do it
And he wouldn't understand
So hard to see myself without him
I felt a piece of my heart break
But when you're standing at a crossroad
There's a choice you gotta make
[Chorus]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side
I guess it's gonna break me down
Like falling when you try to fly
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye
[Verse 2]
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead just waiting for me
Getting there means leaving things behind
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet
[Chorus]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side
I guess it's gonna break me down
Like falling when you try to fly
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye
[Bridge]
Time, time heals
The wounds that you feel
Somehow, right now
[Chorus]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side
I guess it's gonna break me down
Like falling when you try to fly
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side
Starts with goodbye
Like falling when you try to fly
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
Na na na na na na na.
6:18 PM
Just watched "Fifty First Dates" on the DVD player. Haha.
As I told Joyce earlier, seeing Drew Barrymore smile so reminds me of Wan Ting's smile. In the show, everytime I saw Drew Barrymore smile, I saw Wan Ting's smile and heard her laughter. Haha. Mmmmm. Lol. Yea.
Just a random post la. =)