Thursday, May 31, 2007
10:11 PM
Shai is a really good study partner! Haha. I can concentrate when she is studying with me. Dunno what's so special about her. LOL.
Well, me and Shai went out today to Marine Parade to window shop and study! =)
We met up at Pasir Ris MRT at 2.15 p.m. after she ended her work.. Then we took bus 15 ALL THE WAY to Marine Parade. I really don't like the bus ride.. I'd rather take 53 and then switch to bus 36.. At least you don't have to just sit there and do nothing! Haha. Yea..
There was this Winnie the Pooh thingy going on.. Looked quite nice so I took a pic of it.. There was a whole crowd queuing up for whatever it is they were doing. Yup..
Shai was looking around for clothes and shades.. Haha. So it was try-on-a-few-shades-in-every-shop.. I took pics of her in EVERY pair she tried. LOL.
Tada. Shai is so vain. HAHA. =P
Then it was my turn.. Went to the sports shops trying to find the knee guard my Mum wants.. And also, my own pull-up bar.. =) In the end didn't get either.. Haha. The brand my Mum wants couldn't be found.. And my bro told me we had like 2 pull-up bars at home already.. Mmmmm. Just didn't drill..
Next on the schedule was lunch.. or was it dinner?? Haha. Popped into KFC for chicken and cheese fries! =) Then we took out our books and started to study..
Studied till about 8 p.m. when our backs were aching from the lousy KFC chairs.. Haha. Decided to go to Popular to buy pens and all, but ended up in Video EZ. Heh.. We chose the videos we wanted to rent, but then we realised we would have to return the videos to the Marine Parade branch so.. We went to the White Sands branch instead..
I rented 'Troy', Shai rented '50 First Dates'(cause she missed the screening on TV earlier at 7 p.m.. Haha.) & 'Lake House'.
Then finally we went to Popular as we planned to.. BUT we didn't end up buying pens and all. (-.-") Instead, we bought two Math books to study. Haha. So many plans that didn't end up happening..
Finally reached home at about 10 p.m. Long day. Haha. It's been really long since I last went out to somewhere other than TAMPINES MALL.. Heh..
Monday, May 28, 2007
9:03 PM
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The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore - James Morrison
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh, just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh, just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
I don't know why
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh, just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
Saturday, May 26, 2007
9:46 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANDSOME! =)
5:04 PM
Edwin learnt how to cycle in 1 hour! Cool eh? Haha..
We were supposed to have our weekly Saturday jog at Bedok Reservoir.. But Wei Jin had something on, Chuan Ting was too tired.. So it was just left with me, Edwin and Dickson so we decided to go cycling at Pasir Ris Park..
The weather was so hot.. Though you can't really see the extent of the sun's rays in this picture, you can see how clear the sky is.. So you should be able to tell the amount of sunlight.. It was damn hot..
The bike rental shop auntie didn't feel like me and Dickson could teach Edwin, so she came out to teach him for a while.. Then later some old uncle told us to teach Edwin how to balance, by letting him go down a slope..
So, we taught Edwin on a slope to teach him to balance.. But he couldn't keep straight on the lane.. In the end, we let him learn on the field..
Here is Dickson correcting Edwin..
Edwin peddles off, starting rather slow..
Then off he goes!
After a while more, the two of them moved further and further away while I was stuck taking care of the bags.. So a bored Daniel started taking pics of the scenic view..
Here are some pics..
Nice eh? Haha. =)
Friday, May 25, 2007
11:14 PM
Today was GP Common Test as well as TPJC RUNWAY! Haha.
Gp Common Test was.. well.. kinda harder than I expected. I didn't properly plan for the essay.. For the Compre, I went on to the summary and then the AQ 30 mins after the paper started.. That's where I got stuck. I hate the dumb compre passage. Haha. It's either I couldn't understand the passage or my brain was a lil dead. I kinda think its the latter. =P
Yea.. After GP Common Test, Michelle Ong, Dickson, Edwin and I had lunch, during which we were DISCUSSING whether to go for the Math extra lesson, and after which we ACTUALLY WENT for the Math extra lesson. LOL.
Edwin spent the lesson playing with Dickson's phone.. Why? Cause he only went for the lesson to waste time before he went for DB training.. (-.-")
Michelle Ong and I spent the lesson getting scolded by Miss Yeo cause we were... SMILING.. Yea. (-.-")
Dickson wasn't scolded. Neither were the rest in the class. Edwin wasn't scolded either. ASS. Haha.
After Math extra lesson, I left with Dickson for home..
Got home, took a bath and waited..
For what?
For Chuan Ting and Ber, cause the retard asked her along.. Haha. Yup. Well, they helped me to dye my hair. Ber had alot of fun BURNING my SCALP and FACE, with my hair dryer... GRRRRR.. And LAUGHING at my reaction. SADIST!! HEH.
After it all, my hair was kinda NOT BLUE. Thanks to Miss Retard and Ber who came to my house about half an hour late.. Causing me to have not enough time to dye my hair and thus.. leaving me with hair that WASN'T BLUE.
Mmmmm. Headed for school for TPJC Runway.. Ber went to find Handsome and all so I was stuck with...........
Chuan Ting A.K.A Retard A.K.A Pineapple Tart
Popped by the Cafe for a quick bite and we saw......
MAX ZACHARY CHUA MING WEI
He was wearing a shirt over his actual outfit, of which I couldn't/didn't take a pic of.. Sad huh.. Haha.
There were a few really HOT girls modelling in HOT outfits.. Haha. HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT! =D There were very few guys modelling, but Max was by far the HOTTEST guy there. LOL. Yep.
bThis is the only pic I took throughout the whole event.. This is where all the models and designers were on the stage waiting for the results and the prize presentation. Yea.
Had dinner with Ber, Chuan Ting and Hakim at Macs after the whole event.
Eventful day.. Mmmmm. =)
Thursday, May 24, 2007
8:39 PM
I could have gotten a Gold if only I could do my pull-ups.. =(
Sit-ups - A
Shuttle Run - C
Standing Broad Jump - C
Sit & Reach - A
2.4km run - C
Pull-ups - E
I feel I could have gotten a B for my 2.4 km.. Mmmmm..
Well, I got 11.42 min for my 2.4km run which I so did not expect. Haha. I was expecting 13+ mins.. That's what I got for last year's NAPFA. I think I improved due to all the 400 m I ran as well as the 3 Bedok Reservoir runs. =)
I will be working on my pull-ups, 2.4km run and my standing broad jump. Mmmmm.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
10:24 PM
Perhaps sometimes I shouldn't try too hard, the way I've been these past few days.
Perhaps sometimes I should just shut my mouth and all.
Perhaps sometimes I should just stop trying to help when I'm just messing things up..
Mmmmm..
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
9:50 PM
Dude.. It's not enough to say, "I want to change.."
I really dun see any change. I really don't.
You can't go, "Friends should be this and that. If you don't do this, you're not my friend." That's not the way the world works. If I do what you are doing now, I wouldn't have many of my friends. Cause not all my friends do as much as I do for them. They might not agree to go out with me or hang out with me alot but still they are my friends.. Pls don't be like A.Chia..
It's not enough to try and change the way you behave. I mean, I dunno if I can express what I really wanna say..
I don't mean you have to change to be how your friends like you to be. But sometimes you have to change cause you know that you aren't being a very good friend being the way you are. It's not about changing cause your friends want you to change but changing cause you care for your friends and that you feel things will be better if you change. I don't know if I'm making any sense but yea..
You seem to be in some weird mood these few days. You're like.. sulking. Like, being angry with us to purposely SHOW us that you are angry. Daoing us. That's what it looks like to some of us. This is not the way you should behave. If you are doing that then you're being immature. The very thing you've been trying not to do.
I've been typing this post, being very careful with my words. I'm not here to pick a fight with you. I just want you to know.
If you really want to know what your friends and I are thinking, you can come and talk to me about it. But I assure you, if you really want to know and ask me, I will not try to "soften" the impact of my words. I will give it to you as I see it. I will not hide anything from you. Cause hiding things from you will not help you.
Yea.. Think about it. But don't rush into it in the heat of the moment and ask me to tell you cause you think I'm "daring" you to ask me. Cause I'm not..
Saturday, May 19, 2007
10:51 PM
Thanks, Handsome.. For the explanation. Mmmmm.
I really needed it. Yea..
Well, as you said, let's take some time off and let things fall back to how they were before all this nonsense.. =)
Hoping things can go back to the way they were.
I still respect your space. I still take your words at face value.
Friday, May 18, 2007
11:01 PM
I'm so happy. Finally got my own AIRCON in MY room! LOL. =D
Thursday, May 17, 2007
10:25 PM
Wei Jin, Irene, Chuan Ting and I didn't wanna go to school.. And also me and Irene were kinda sick too. So we all met up and went to the Pasir Ris Polyclinic to see the doctor. Haha. Mmmmm.
Irene got into some staring fight with some other girl at the polyclinic. Then Irene was so scared that the girl would call her gang to beat her up. LOL.
Xiwen could come out of school and so she met up with us. Only for a short while though, then Wei Jin sent her back to school while the rest of us headed to White Sands Macs for breakfast. When Wei Jin finally got back, we went to the library to study.
While studying, I noticed this sign. LOL.
You guys get what it means? =P
We studied till about 1 p.m. then bought some snacks and stuff for the kids later at SL. =)
SL was fun. I couldn't really get into the mood to really teach him as like, it's the last lesson, the last time I'll be seeing Javier.. I was quite sad.. Wishing the time would pass slowly, that every minute would be filled with happy memories that I can keep with me.
So I decided to teach him just a few more words and then I started taking pictures with my phone camera. Memories..
Here they are..
4 individual shots..
And then one of me and him together.
I'll really miss him.. Mmmmm.
I still remember the first time I met him. Thinking back, it's like we chose each other to be each other's tutor/tutee.. The first time I saw him, I went, "Hi!" and smiled, and he too said, "Hi!" and smiled. He was the only one who responded to me. Haha. So I decided to take him as my tutee, and I have NEVER regretted that decision. =D
Well, gave him my number, address and email add. Hope he'll call me. Haha. =)
Ok enough of the emo stuff.. =P
After SL, Irene and Chuan Ting went with me to 201 where I bought Guppies, Neon Tetra and Ghost Shrimps. After which, they came to my house. I shall show you a pic of my tank later.. =)
Chuan Ting sat on the sofa and studied while Irene and I watched BLEACH EPISODE 126~!! Which was SO BORING. Sheesh. Enough with the boring stuff.. Get on with the exciting stuff! Haha.
At around 6p.m, Irene went back to school to find her darlin while Chuan Ting and I went to meet Hakim for dinner at White Sands..
When Hakim reached, we didn't know what to eat. So we played scissors paper stone. LOL. Each of us "chose" a place, then we would go to the place that the winner "chose".. Somehow Chuan Ting won. And she "chose" Macs. But we all didn't wanna go. Haha. So we decided to go to Cavana.
On the way to Cavana, we spotted Burger King.. Me and Hakim had a craving for Burger King so we went there and sat down. There were still some empty tables, but somehow the queue was so damn long. It didn't seem like there were that many tables occupied to support the number of people queuing. Haha. Mmmmm. We waited for a while but the queue was still as long. So we didn't wanna queue and left for Cavana again. =D
Ate and talked and played.. With my food. =)
Here's a pic of what we did. Heh..
I did the eyes and the mouth while Hakim did the hair..
But then I still found it kinda lifeless so..
TADA! =P
Doesn't it look much better now?? LOL.
After dinner we had some fun in the arcade playing all sorts of games. and I bought my first TAPZ card. I like to own my own stuff. Haha.
My own bowling ball..
My own Rollerblades..
and now, my own TAPZ CARD! =)
Yea well, as I said earlier, here's a pic of my tank.
Yup. That's all. =)
9:33 PM
I'm just feeling pissed, irritated and confused..
Ahh..
Just what the hell went wrong? Just what the hell did I do wrong??
I did it nicely, without any demands or expectations. Ok maybe just one expectation. But is it wrong to just want everything to remain the same?? Either there is a huge change or there is no change at all. Is it wrong to want that?? I would say I was being nice and all to do things the way I did..
So whats up with whats happening now..? Can you tell me..?
Chuan Ting...? Shai...?
The only word that goes through my mind about you, is 'childish'.
The only word that goes through my mind about me, is 'stupid' and 'willing'..
Monday, May 14, 2007
10:17 PM
Haha. Ok as promised! Many pics for Monday's post!
The previous night wasn't feeling very good emotionally.. Then in class the Pineapple Tart started giving out notes and Kit Kat to some people. I was one of the lucky few. Haha. =D
There. My note and Kit Kat. =)
Then during GP period, as Mrs Varella didn't come to school.. Henry, Chuan Ting, Irene and I sat at the table outside the art room.. Irene and Chuan Ting started arguing about their weight and so decided to go to the weighing machine at the hall. Lol.
I shall not disclose who is heavier! =P If you wish to know, pay me and I'll tell you! Heh.
Well, after that we headed into the hall itself where we did weird stuff.
Here's Chuan Ting acting/trying to feel tall. Hahaha. (Note: the door is a tiny one and its not that the retard is tall.. LOL.)
Here, Chuan Ting is once again trying to act tall. (Note: look at the step she is standing on. =P)
Chuan Ting showing off her piano skills while Irene is trying to act like she can play the piano. HAHA.
And as I also promised, a SCANDALOUS PIC!
Dixon and May.. TSK TSK. =P
7:54 PM
I've got stuff to blog about today! haha.
So many pics to post! Retarded pics.. Scandalous pics.. =P Haha. But stupid blogger is still like, going nutty.. Mmmmm. Sian.
Also, I'm kinda tired and lazy. Dunno why I feel so drained.. Ah.. I dun feel like studyin today.
Well, I shall not waste my afternoon away like how I did today.. Tmr I will come home as early as possible.. I hope. LOL. =)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
11:03 PM
You seek battle.
You seek power, isnt that right?
Those who seek power.. ALL of them, without exception, seek battle.
Do you seek battle in order to obtain power?
Do you fight in order to seek power?
I don't know about all of that.
But I do know at least one thing.
It seems that we were all born to do this.
Born to continue to seek battle..
You instinctively seek battle.
Because there is no other way.. to obtain power.
FIGHT!
If you want to grab hold of that power, take up your sword and cut down your enemies!
There is NO other path, both before you and behind you!
- Bleach 125
9:32 PM
Seriously. Why are you being like this? What's going on? What's wrong with you?
And NO. Our friendship was not spoilt by love. Don't blame love. You wanna blame something? Blame yourself! Sorry to be blunt but that's just how it is..
It doesn't matter how I feel. I PROMISED you I would let go of my feelings. You just can't trust me eh? I really don't see why not though.
Since when have I EVER broken my promise to you? I never did.. So why can't you trust me and just leave whatever happened behind? It WAS. It HAPPENED. But it is NO LONGER. It was the PAST..
I have not shunned from you. I have not avoided your gaze. I have not avoided you.
You choose to avoid me. You avoid my gaze. So seriously, our friendship was not spoilt by love. Don't just take something to blame cause you don't/can't see..
If you choose to give up our friendship over what happened.. It's your choice.
But I want you to know this.. I'll still be here for you whenever you need anything. I made you promises in that letter I wrote you. I intend to keep those promises if you'd LET me keep them.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
9:53 PM
My perspiration is dropping like a tap set to drip..
*plop*
*plop*
*plop*
Mmmmm. Just had a 15 min session with my dearest punching bag..
My t-shirt is totally drenched.. My arms are so heavy.. My heart is beating so fast.. I can't stop panting..
But I love it. I feel so alive.. Haha.
4:55 PM
Today I jogged with Wei Jin, Dickson and Pineapple Tart at Bedok Reservoir. Haha. But only me and Dickson jogged. LOL. Wei Jin's leg is still hurting from yesterday's accident and Chuan Ting is aching from Sports Day.. Mmmmm..
Wei Jin met up with me at the bus stop opposite Esso. Then we took a cab down to meet Dickson and Chuan Ting at her house bus stop. We had to take a cab cause I was late. Haha. Had trouble finding stuff and also had a stomachache so yea.. Heh.Well, Pineapple Tart didn't wanna come at first, but after me and Wei Jin smsed her asking her to come, she did. Wei Jin said it was his sms that got her to come down and well I don't really care. LOL. It doesn't matter who's sms it was. It's good that she came to jog.. Or walk rather.. =P
Ok. Wei Jin and Dickson started off with me and Chuan Ting behind.. Mmmmm. After a while they missed our company.. So they stopped and waited for us. =P Wei Jin didn't wanna/couldn't run anymore so he walked with Chuan Ting the rest of the way while I continued with Dickson, as I wanted to jog somemore.. =)
So Dickson and I jogged the rest of the way with him leading me by about 70 m. Haha. At the last part, I saw Dickson racing this guy in a blue T-shirt. I was thinking to myself, "huh. who the hell is Dickson racing with??" They were running right beside each other as though they knew each other. But well, I was too tired to care and stopped at the water cooler instead of continuing all the way to the Paddlez Lodge. Heh.
Met up with Dickson and he was telling me about his embarrassing experience racing this guy who he thought was me. HAHA. *grin*
Then we headed to spot the other two along the running trail.. No matter how we looked, we couldn't seem to spot a guy in a black t-shirt and a girl in red shorts.. We spotted this person in red shorts.. And so we thought it was Chuan Ting running alone.. But then we noticed she was running quite fast and so didn't think it was her. Lol. It turned out to be some aunty. Hahaha.
After quite a while of searching.. We got kinda worried. After all, Wei Jin was kinda injured. And Chuan Ting is a girl who would not be able to support Wei Jin's weight.. Mmmmm. We were about to jog to find them when Dickson spotted the two of them walking towards us. Lol. It turns out they were walking along the road as the retard didn't wanna walk in the sun.. (-.-)
Yup. Then was lunch at Temasek Poly. =) Wei Jin had to leave first so the other three of us went in through the back gate and went hunting for food. Hmmmm. The canteen stalls in the two canteens we checked were closed.. So we ended up eating at some Cafe. The only things they had left was the Chicken Leg pasta and Fish & Chips. All of us ended up having Chicken Leg Pasta. =)
The chicken tasted like it was microwaved. And the pasta was kinda little. Haha. But still, I was hungry and so I didn't really care. Heh. It was $3.80 so I guess it's still acceptable. =)
After that we discussed two plans. The first one was the study plan at Temasek Poly, as the environment there is quite good for studying.. The second one was the outing plan for hols. Haha. Yup.
Took bus 15 to Chuan Ting's bus stop and then I took bus 27 with Dickson to Tampines Library where I proceeded to take bus 81 home. Haha. Saturdays make my bus concession worthwhile..
Got home, bathed and then headed out for drum lesson. Michael wants me to go for lesson once week but I told him I couldn't quite afford lessons every week so he reduced the price to a flat rate of $100 per month. Thanks dude. =D $12 does make a lot of difference. Mmmmm.
Yep. Thats about all..
Friday, May 11, 2007
11:13 PM
Sorry people I haven't been updating. Haven't been in a good mood recently..
I will update soon enough.. Yup.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
11:06 PM
Bad mood these two days.. Ah. how long will it last..
Hmmm. Actually maybe it's just me on a short fuse.. Mmmmm.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
3:30 PM
Ok this is downright freaky. Seriously.
I have not accessed my iBanking account ever since last year as I forgot my password..
Just last night in my dream I saw that I had $10.68 left in my POSB account.. The one I use to put money in and then spend..
Today after I came home, I decided to call the POSB staff and check out what's wrong or whether I can get my password from them. Well, the staff told me that the password is only digits and has NEVER been letters.. So, I remembered that I do have a digit password that I use.. And so I tried it.
And yea it was the right password. I checked my account balance for the POSB account. $10.68.
I DID NOT remember wrongly. I really saw the number in my dream. Ah.. Someone tell me what's going on..
Saturday, May 05, 2007
11:40 PM
Mind over heart.
MIND over heart.
Mind OVER heart.
Mind over HEART.
MIND OVER HEART~!
Calm your heart beat..
Slow your heart rate..
Think. Think. THINK!!
9:32 PM
Ah. I'm so dead for NAPFA.. Just a little running and I'm so tired..??
Today went jogging with Edwin and Pineapple Tart at Bedok Reservoir. Haha.
Woke up and 7.10 a.m. feeling rather tired. Then I bathed and changed and left at 7.45 a.m.. Later than I expected. Kept forgetting to bring stuff as well as not being sure what I need/wanna bring. Heh.
Took a 39 to Pineapple Tart's house.. On the bus ride I was typing an sms to her when Edwin called me.. As I was talking to him, the sms was forgotten. Then I was left wondering, "Why didn't Chuan Ting reply me? She can't be still asleep ba??" LOL. I didn't even send the message. Only realised that AFTER the jogging when I was going to sms that I saw the half-typed sms. Haha. Mmmmm.
Well, in the end Edwin met up with us at the bus stop near Pineapple Tart's house and we took bus 168.
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Let's sidetrack a little here.. Haha. =D
Pineapple Tart's house is damn cool!
1 stop to Tampines Interchange.
2 stops to Simpang Bedok.
3 stops to Bedok Reservoir.
I will continue to see if there are anymore to add to this list next time we go somewhere else. Hahaha.
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Ok back to the topic. LOL.
The two of them started so damn fast.. I know Edwin is a long distance person.. I'm not. Haha. My ankle started to hurt after running for about 500 m.. But I still tried my best to keep up.. Till the retard couldn't take it and stopped. I kinda expected it though. Edwin's speed was too fast for a girl and definitely for me since I am so not fit and also having an ankle problem.
Well, tried to push Chuan Ting to continue jogging, but of course at a slower pace. But she kinda gave up. Mmmmm. So I jogged at walking pace for about 80 m to regain some energy then I burst the last 400 m or so. Edwin came back for us and jogged with me for a while but I burst without waiting for him. Haha. So after a while after I stopped, he came running. Then we walked to find Pineapple Tart.
Headed for the fitness corner. Did sit ups and push ups and some some assisted pull ups with Edwin's help. Then waited for Ber as Chuan Ting wanted to see her facial expression when she saw us there.. After all that we took bus 67 to TM where we had breakfast at Macs.. Just as the retard wanted.. (So many things we do cause she wants to. Lol. We are damn nice.)
Well, we all ended eating Hotcakes with Sausage.. hahaha. And I must say, I love Limeade. =)
After breakfast, we walked around TM and Century Square. Not because we had anything we wanted to look at, but just because. Heh. We also played in the arcade. Edwin and I played Datona twice. But both times something had to go wrong.
The first time, he waited too long before putting in his tokens and thus he couldn't race with me.. I ended up racing by myself with the computer. =.="
The second time, I chose beginner while he chose intermediate.. So yea. Mmmmm.
Sent Pineapple Tart home and got my jacket back from her. Haha. Then while me and Edwin were waiting for her to come down with the jacket, I saw this fish tank under her block. I was joking and yet being serious about bringing the fish tank home. Edwin took me seriously and thus we ended up bringing the tank back to my house via cab. LOL. Now it's sitting outside my house waiting for me to get rid of the bigger 3 feet tank. Anyone wants a 3 feet tank?? Haha. Free of charge. =)
Edwin and I sat in my room and talked till 2.45 p.m. where he had to go home, bathe and change for tuition.
After he left, I promptly went to bathe and sleep. Haha. Till I woke up again at 7.15 p.m. =P
Yup. Need to go do more push ups and sit ups now. =D
Here I go on my plan to become stronger..
I thirst for power. I thirst for strength. I thirst for speed..
Friday, May 04, 2007
11:00 PM
Get a life, Daniel. Seriously. Stop living on peoples' lives.
now I'm the one talking to myself. sheesh.
7:51 PM
Somehow I feel I shouldn't be blogging about this, but still.. I will..
Just want to let you know I'm sorry. I didn't mean to intrude into your personal space. I didn't mean to make you angry.
I just wanna explain myself. After I read the post, all that was in my mind was how to make you happy. with everything I do, I try to make you happy. But it's just that sometimes my intentions dun reflect from my actions..
Well, so I smsed you.. In hope that somehow, in some way, I could do something. It seemed like my plan had backfired. Each sms I typed only seemed to make things worse. I read my smses again after I sent them, and the words seemed so cold. Where's the sincerity and feeling I tried to convey? It wasn't there..
I don't know what's wrong. Perhaps nth is. But something bugs me everywhere I go.
Now, the mornings seem so.. Where's the comfortable silence we both agreed existed? I don't quite feel it anymore. Do you? But this ain't gonna change my decision to take bus every morning with you. Mmmmm.
If you're angry, I hope you won't be for long. If you're not, then alright. Haha. Take this post as just a story to read. For fun. Yup.
7:47 PM
"Aim for 30 the next time, Daniel."
"You're probably the best in class."
You're giving me so much pressure. So much to live up to. It's not that I don't want to improve, but it's just that I dun need these kinda comments in front of the entire class.
I don't want to live in expectations.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
10:04 PM
A battle is something that lasts for eternity.
If you defeat one person, someone stronger will appear before you.
And even if you could defeat that person, someone even stronger will rise up.
Unless you have the resolve to stand against that eternal cycle, your confidence will some day be destroyed.
But even that will not be the end. the battle will simply continue through something else.
It's fate. it's not just something related to life and death.
Battles are fate, as long as people have souls, conflicts are born and battles begin.
And therefore those battles are repeated endlessly, over and over again..
- Bleach 124
9:30 PM
Oreta awai tsubasa
Your fragile, folded wings
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Are just tired from the pure blue sky
Mou dareka no tame janakute
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
It's okay to smile for yourself
Izen to toshi no bion ga toutsuu
Hearing your sweet voice didn't always hurt
Uchigawa ni tomaru ga osoku
It's too late to block it from the inside
Toki wa ubau ni koukanosha un ga arya to wa urahara ni
I want to take back our time, but luck and karma are against me
Tarinai kotoba no hitomi no ma ni de umetanain darou
There are no words, but your eyes can't hide what you want to say
Mou wakarai yo
I don't even know anymore..
Semete umero, wakatta?
Try to bury it deep down, okay?
Jiyuu no oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
We don't need that sky, if we're free to swim
Kinou made no koto wo
Even if you won't talk about yesterday
Iitsubusanakutemo asu ni mukaeru no ni
I'll still be there to meet you tomorrow
Oreta awai tsubasa
Your fragile, folded wings
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
are just tired from the pure blue sky
Mou dareka no tame janakute
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
It's okay to smile for yourself
9:17 PM
One day.. One day when I have the courage. I'll just let go of the W.I.M.H.. And pray for everything to at least be the same.
9:10 PM
I don't need much.. I just need a hope and a light to follow..
9:03 PM
On Tuesday, I wished there was school.
Now, I wish that there ain't school tmr..
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
8:02 PM
Just burnt my fourth finger on the stove.. Small burn, but still it hurts. Owww..
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
11:36 PM
Fav quote of the day..
'I can't read minds so talk to me. Tell me. Trust me.'
I so love this quote. It's what I've been looking for all this while.. I never could express myself..
By the way.. It's taken from Shai's blog. Copyrighted. Haha. =)
10:03 PM
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD~!!
This is the bouquet of flowers Dad bought for Mum. Nice eh? Haha. =)
AND..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IYLIANA~!!
=D
8:17 PM
This is the video taken by Edwin with my hp.
In case you wanna see another view, this is the first song video taken by Caspar..
7:47 PM
Random thought of the day..
No man(or woman =P) is self-sufficient. In a way, not even with God. It's like, thats why there's such a thing as fellowship. To learn and grow, we need to share and interact with others.. Yes, God is there all the time, but still, you can't just confide solely in Him. Being humans, we hunger for more than a silent listener whose presence we can feel..
7:05 PM
I'm so happy. Haha. 2 out of 4~! =D
Though I'm slower than my resolution stated.. But hey, it's still better late than never! Hahaha. =)
The other two.. AC should be fine. I'm not so sure about S though.. Mmmmm. Yup. Heh.
12:28 PM
Raina has a band~!! Cool! Haha.