Saturday, September 29, 2007
10:51 PM
I can't do it anymore.. Depending on you is just getting tougher and tougher.. Mmmmm..
Who would understand..?
And no, I'm not looking for an answer to this question..
You say you do too, but I just really don't see it, neither do I feel it.. Ok maybe I do, but well.. I dunno. Perhaps, to me it doesn't feel like anything cause of how much I do.
Oh well.. I'll just go with the flow..
Monday, September 24, 2007
7:54 PM
Haha. All the lies that were told in the past, are just what they are..
Or perhaps, this now, is the true lie? Noone will know will they..? Cause these skills have been honed to such perfection, that I'm horrified..
Do people actually get immersed in their lies that they actually believe what's coming out of their mouth? Mmmmm. Well, I'd just dismiss everything and anything that is spoken, cause nothing that has ever been said has stood the test of time..
Sunday, September 23, 2007
11:19 PM
Sen No Yoru Wo Koete (Overcome a Thousand Nights) - Aqua Timez Music Video
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer, that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the person I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it's already fine either way
No matter how i wish,
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer, that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the person I love
It's scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say "I love you" to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in Do-Re-Mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and out destination, when we looked back, I'd always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I'll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
there is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer, that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the person I love
Even if those thoughts aren't fulfilled, I can say "I love you" to the person who I love
It's the most wonderful thing in this world
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Finally I found a good version of the song.. Really emo. Haha. Just my kinda song. =P You guys should listen..
The words are kinda blur at this size, cause its too small.. Haha. If you wanna watch it properly, press the button at the bottom left hand corner and resize it to the size that suits you. =)
10:56 AM
I had the mood to blog earlier.. But now I've lost it. Haha.
Well, so I'll just put a pic and then blog sometime later.. Till then.. =)
Sunday, September 16, 2007
9:27 PM
Bleach The Movie - 'Memories Of Nobody'
The two main characters..
Senna
And of course, Ichigo..
The story basically starts when these white creatures, known as the 'Blanks' appear in the real world..
Senna then comes and "kills" all of them with her wind-based zanpakutou..
After the fight, Rukia and Ichigo try to find out who Senna really is, but to no avail, as Senna herself doesn't remember a thing about herself..
Ichigo is then given the task of looking after Senna.
When Senna went to the graveyard to find her tombstone, she is ambushed by evil forces otherwise known as The Dark Ones, from the Clan of Darkness.
Sounds corny I know.. But well, its just a name..
Well, luckily, Ichigo locates her and saves her from them before she is taken away..
Senna then spends the night in Ichigo's room, despite the opposition from his father.
The next day, Ichigo and Senna find this lost boy who is looking for his father. So, together the three of them set out to search..
Asking around the towns..
Soon, they manage to locate the boy's father. The father and son then teleport away.
As soon as the pair leaves, some Shinigami(Death Gods) from Soul Society arrive to capture Senna as they learn she is the key to the plan to destroy both the real world and Soul Society.
Ichigo protests and attempts to defend her..
However, before both sides clashed in battle, the Dark Ones from the Clan of darkness appear to abduct Senna. And they succeed in doing so, fleeing to the alternate realm, the Valley of Screams..
Ichigo locates the entrance to the Valley of Screams and chases them..
Where he is quickly intercepted by the leader of the Clan..
And then swiftly surrounded by the Clan of Darkness as well as the Blanks.
Fearing the destruction of both the real world and Soul Society, the Captain of the 1st Protection Squad of Soul Society orders the use of the Kidou Cannon to annihilate the Valley of Screams..
Just then, Rukia bursts into the room where the Captains' meeting is being held and pleads for time as Ichigo is in the Valley of Screams..
Hence, a team of top Shinigami are dispatched to enter the Valley of Screams to stop the Dark Ones and end the catastrophy.. They enter the fray and help Ichigo..
The Shinigami dispatched are..
3rd and 5th Seats of the 11th Protection Squads respectively, Yumichika and Ikkaku
Vice-Captains of the 9th, 10th and 7th Protection Squads respectively, Hisagi Shuuhei, Matsumoto Rangiku and Iba Tetsuzaemo
Captain of the 11th Protection Squad, Zaraki Kenpachi
Captain of the 2nd Protection Squad, Soi Fong
Captain of the 10th Protection Squad, Hitsugaya Toshirou
Kuchiki Rukia
Captain of the 6th Protection Squad, Kuchiki Byakuya
Vice Captain of the 6th Protection Squad, Abarai Renji
Ichigo is then left to fight the Leader of the Clan of Darkness and after a long struggle, finally defeats him.
Senna is freed from her entrapment
And the whole gang leaves the Valley of Screams, into the real world.
The real world, however, is still on collision course with Soul Society... ...
Were they too late??
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
11:07 PM
Tmr is Physics and Math!
I KNOW. I CAN. I WILL. I think.. LOL.
Friday, September 07, 2007
12:17 AM
Its like people have just turned into total strangers. It feels so weird.
Forgive me, but I'm not good at reading people..
Thursday, September 06, 2007
10:37 PM
It all boils down to the fact that I just am willing to try anything out cause, well, I don't really know what is it I'm looking for. Mmmmm.
During the period, I throw aside all the thinking process and just live it through.
10:30 PM
I had the weirdest dream.. During my evening nap. Haha..
But well, she IS.. good looking, kinda cute and has a nice personality.
It was really nice while it lasted..
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
12:03 AM
My Interpretation - MIKA
You talk about life, you talk about death
And everything in between
Like it's nothing, and the words are easy
You talk about me, and you talk about you
And everything I do
Like it's something, that needs repeating
I don't need an alibi or for you to realize
The things we left unsaid
Are only taking space up in our head
Make it my fault, win the game
Point the finger, place the blame
It does me up and down,
It doesn't matter now.
Chorus:
Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again
This is not about emotion
I don't need a reason not to care what you say
Or what happened in the end
This is my interpretation
And it don't, don't make sense
The first two weeks turn into ten
I hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen
Does it really matter?
If half of what you said is true
And half of what I didn't do could be different
Would it make it better
If we forget the things we know
Would we have somewhere to go?
The only way is down, I can see that now
Chorus:
Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again
This is not about emotion
I don't need a reason not to care what you say
Or what happened in the end
This is my interpretation
And it don't, don't make sense
It's really not such a sacrifice
Chorus:
Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again
This is not about emotion
I don't need a reason not to care what you say
Or what happened in the end
This is my interpretation
And it don't, don't make sense
And it don't have to make no sense to you at all
Cause this is my interpretation
Yeah, yeah, yeah
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This song was introduced to me by Dixon when we were studying earlier. Haha. Thought it had a nice melody, tame enough to be a blog song(pleasant on the ears) and thus I asked Dixon to upload the song for me.
There. My new blog song. Haha. I like it, though I don't quite agree with the lyrics. But hey, its all about the music! =)
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
11:49 PM
It's really tough sometimes, to fight stuff like these..
Its just that I'm one for the more 'showy' kinda stuff. You know, the sort of 'centre of attention' kinda thing. Mmmmm. And I don't like getting off the golden seat, or thrown off sometimes. Haha..
Its also really not that I wanna immerse myself in the endless cycle. There's always this sharp pain somewhere in the top left region of this.. THING.. this.. FORM.. that we exist in, for as the compre said.. these few, brief seconds of our existence.. Or something to that meaning. Forever pulsing in sync with the engine of my life. Thats the main culprit that brings me down to the floor, grabbing me by the neck and shoving my head into the pensieve of the present.
Yea. And even now as I'm sitting here, I'm in the very activity I don't wanna be doing. But of course, this started since earlier..
11:26 PM
RATATOUILLE
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"If you focus on what you've left behind, you'll never know what is ahead.."
Auguste Gusteau
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
8:32 PM
Today was erm.. Studying at airport, Dota, Movie, stayover at Marcus's house day.. LOL.
Met up with Herman and Ernest at the airport Macs to study. Not productive at all. Stupid lighting was so dark I could hardly see a thing. Leave it to Herman to choose a place with bad lighting. Hahaha.
Well, after some time, we were chased off by the Macs Staff.. And simply couldn't find another suitable place to study. so we popped over to TM to catch 'Ratatoullie'. Finally I'm watching a movie. It's not supposed to be the first movie I was supposed to watch but well, it's alright. =)
Ernest gave it 3 stars.. I was thinking around the range of 3.5 - 4 stars. Herman, on the other hand, gave it a unwavering 4.5 stars. Heh. He loved the show.
Well, after the movie, Ernest had to pop over for Mass.. the 6.00 p.m. slot I think. So Herman and I, headed to Simei for DOTA. Haha.
Shocked? Haha. But it's true. I've been addicted to DOTA. Though everyone is telling me it's the wrong time to start playing. But well, after today's DOTA-ing, I PROMISE. NO MORE DOTA TILL AFTER A's OR I'LL GIVE HERMAN $50! Yup. Today's craving was merely cause I didn't feel like it was fair to me. I didn't know so many things about DOTA that I HAD to try out all the different stuff before I was satisfied. And so, I am. =)
Kinda played TOO LONG.. Lost track of the time. Well, it was dark by the time we left. So I rushed over to Marcus's house.. When I reached, that ass was bathing.. And noone else was home except for his Maid, who was don't-know-where. I must have pressed the door bell for about a 100 times, each time pressing it consecutively 5 times in a row. Mmmmm.
After some time, his maid came to open the door. I guess Marcus must have called for his maid. Cause I heard the water flow stopping. Hahaha. Yup.
Studied till.. About 3 a.m. till I couldn't take it anymore. Ok didn't exactly study the whole way through, but it's a start. =P Was woken up by Marcus's alarm at 6.30 a.m, which ONCE AGAIN, woke up EVERYONE but HIMSELF. *shake head*
Had some problem with my contacts, and was thus rendered blind as I was unable to wear them. Stumbled out to the main road and flagged this bright green light I saw floating in mid air. And yes, it was a cab. =)
Got home, took a bath, freshened up, got changed and left. Reached the bus stop when Fyonne asked me to bring her a sweater. So popped back to the house. Got the nice black sweater, and realised I was kinda gonna be late. So took a cab down to school.
Passed her the cards, and waited with her for the LATE EDWIN. HAHA. Poor guy got stuck in a traffic jam. =P
Hmmmm. Have to study now, so I shall update again later. Till then.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
11:39 PM
Random Thought Of The Day
A man's worth is not measured by what he does in his lifetime. But rather, what he is remembered to have done..