the dark.. my comfort zone..

Sunday, March 23, 2008

8:41 AM

RESULTS DAY!

so, obviously most were unhappy with our results. BUT okay so that day. we stoned outside B106 for as long as forever. no one felt like leaving, no one could think of where to go. THEN WE DECIDED. ALRIGHT LET'S GO.

~~haha okay i know i just contradicted myself~~

and so, we wanted to chill. just havoc but not too badly. so we decided, let's just go sit around for some drinks.

then we headed town, first to swensen's!

this was baka's dish!

AND ANGCHUANTING'S VERY CREATIVE MASTERPIECE! so tell me, what do you see(:(:(:

after which, we headed to BALCONY for some drinks(:

PRICELESS EXPRESSIONS! and i think, my baka, he went allllll the way out and out and out for gents. and took awhile even after he was back to realise, TADAHH there's a toilet in balcony itself! HAHAHAHA.

OKAY. I LOVE THESE PEOPLE! very very much!

SAY AHHHHHHH!

do you notice, I'M TALLER THAN MAYYYYYY! HAHAHA

okay, im quite dead now actually. i shall blog for you, bout dix's birthday celebs another day!(:

SUPERSTAR!

bakabakabaka! i hope you are doing well in camp yo!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

12:54 PM

Through adversity, keep walking..

- D Gray Man

12:00 AM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Feeling so bloody f-ed up. Life's so ironic.

Don't mean to be bitter about my friends, but it's really hard to see them get in and not me too. I mean, I was the one who persuaded them to go. And now I'm the one not in. Even hearing you telling me your notes have been given to him made me feel so jealous.

I'm really happy for you guys, but right now I can't seem to show it yea? I'm sorry.

And please, stop asking me what my plans are. Cause I really don't have a plan. I banked everything on getting accepted back. But I wasn't.

What's Your plan for me, Lord? I don't see it. I would love to just wait for You to reveal Your plan to me, but there just isn't time.. It's not that I don't want to wait. By Monday, if I still don't get accepted by any school, I'd have to enter NS. Then I'd have to start studying for private A's.. Is that considered waiting for You to show me Your plan..?

I dunno man..

Friday, March 21, 2008

11:45 PM

MAJU CAMP?!
CLEMENTI?!?
6 SIR?!?!
RIFLEMAN?!?!?

WTF!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

7:33 PM

P.O.P LOH! =D

and you know what.. I miss you guys like hell already..

It's not the end. It's not even the beginning of the end. It's just the end of the beginning..

5:12 PM

Dixon - 11/03/08 - 00:00:10 a.m.

Hey! Happy birthday dan! May you get your wishes and also do well in whatever you want to do. I'm keeping myself awake to send you this message at 12 cause tomorrowdamn tight. Haha. Seriously hope that we can stay strong buddies and not be chiliudh as before! Haha! Take care dude! :-)

Grace Ang - 11/03/08 - 00:12:39 a.m.

Happy birthday! :-)

Theo - 11/03/08 - 00:29:23 a.m.

HAPPPPYYY 19TH BIRTHDAAAYY STONE! Once in a lifetime that you'll spend it in camp, so enjoy yea! Oh.. twice actually. But you get the point :D -throws confetti-

Raina - 11/03/08 - 00:58:39 a.m.

Hey.. Happy birthday! (:

Michelle Ong - 11/03/08 - 07:04:28 a.m.

Good morning! Its way early morning and did you miss me? Haha.. Okay, main pt.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY friend! Hope you can get into sch again as you wish and hope to see a smile on you always! =)

Jie Zhu - 11/03/08 - 08:27:53 a.m.

Happy Birthday Daniel! Friday night dinner k? Bring e voucher can? Hee.

Uncle Kiat - 11/03/08 - 09:38:20 a.m.

Hi Daniel ... Wishing you a very happy birthday!

Valerie Zhang - 11/03/08 - 09:44:44 a.m.

happy birthday! you're 19 :) so fast!

Nehnehku - 11/03/08 - 11:37:18 a.m.

Happy birthday kukuneh! Haha your birthday WAS in my phone calendar, just that I didn't realise. Happy cleaning man (:

Fyonne - 11/03/08 - 12:00:32 p.m.

I hope I've remembered correctly. Happy birthday! :) may all your wishes come true!

Saba - 11/03/08 - 12:29:24 p.m.

Daniiiiel wong! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =) have a great day today ok? Whether you're at camp or what, I don't care. You must MUST have fun today. That's an order! Haha.

Christina - 11/03/08 - 12:43:49 p.m.

HAPPY BERTDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BERTDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BERTDAY TO DANIEL, HAPPY BERTDAY TO YOU!! :) happy 20th!

Shimu - 11/03/08 - 08:52:43 p.m.

Hi hi.. today is a special day! Happy birthday!!

Indra Mei - 11/03/08 - 09:18:33 p.m.

Happy birthday! :) sorry it took me so long to wish!

Grace - 12/03/08 - 12:48:14 a.m.

Dear dan, happy birthday yo. :)

Dickson - 12/03/08 - 02:29:57 a.m.

Happy 19th birthday! :-)

Marcus Low - 12/03/08 - 11:20:54 a.m.

Happy belated birthday! POP lo!

Sadik - 12/03/08 - 01:19:30 p.m.

Hey daniel! so sorry mann, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!!

Chuan Ting - 12/03/08 - 01:23:44 p.m.

hey baka, I hope I didn't get it wrong. but hey HAPPY BIRTHDAY! eee so old already! (: and yes, I'm on for the nite cycling! look forward to seeing meeeeee! (:

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Sorry if I didn't reply you guys.. I didn't have much time to reply everyone due to the lack of time in bunk? Hahaha. Yea.. Well, thanks for the smses people! Made my day better. =D

Saturday, March 08, 2008

11:44 PM

Stop And Stare - One Republic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

11:15 PM

It's not in my hands anymore..

It's in Your hands, Lord..

7:45 PM

I don't know if I'm lucky or unlucky. Lucky in the sense that I have the chance to retake A's in school.. IF the school decides to accept my appeal. Mmmmm.. Unlucky in the sense my results suck.

Ok. Well, alot of people have been smsing me asking about my results.. But I've only replied two people.. Other than my classmates of course. Well, to those who I didn't reply to(which you would know why after seeing my results), if you do come here, these are my results..

GP - B
Math - C
Physics - E
Econs - U
Chemistry - S

Pretty f-ed up results.. But at least I'm not like those stuck without the chance of the so-called "retaining".. Am I lucky or unlucky? You guys decide for yourselves.. Yea.

Econs and Chemistry were kinda expected. Just not Math.. Didn't think I'd get a C.. Much better than expected. Mmmmm..

Right now, all I can wish for is to be allowed to return to school..

To all those out there who care for me, please pray that I'd get this last chance..

I'd do my best.